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✧your local multishipping disaster

✧here and queer

✧gay mess with too many hyperfixations

✧k-pop stan. jennie biased

✧addicted to chocolate

✧tired. always tired.

✧chaotic neutral



✧time zone is CST

✧there's a 99% chance i'm procrastinating rn

✧i call myself a writer but i'd have to actually write for that

✧my old username was Quetzal37

✧ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ✧

hey, i'm avery (or av), your resident chaotic queer mess. i'm on the wiki a bunch, since yk, school is boring and i have to procrastinate in some way. i try to pretend i have a life, but let's be real lol. i love to read, write, binge-watch shows when i should be doing something else, that sorta stuff—

anygays i'm always free to talk, shoot me a message at any time! . . . no like seriously, i love interaction, whether human, animal, or cabbage, you're never bothering me. if you need to vent or ramble or have a quick chat, i'm here <3


✧i'm obviously here, on the wiki. i'm pretty active on here lol

✧i have a tumblr account, completekeefitztrash. i'm pretty active on there

✧i'm on ao3 as completekeefitztrash. i'm hardly active on there lol

✧i'm occasionally on wattpad, you can contact me there too. my username is Quetzal_37

✧my gmail is averyyy37@gmail.com. i'm not very active, lmk if there's anything i should look at on there (same goes for hangouts)

✧my discord is 𝔸𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪#7218, although i'm not active there

i'm on pinterest as averyyy37 but i'm like, never on

✧take my buddy quiz here

✧aaand here is where you can send a secret message to me

✧ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ꜱᴛᴜꜰꜰ✧

✧my main fandom is kotlc. i'm obsessed with the grishaverse, avatar, she-ra, the dragon prince, julie and the phantoms, the umbrella academy, the owl house, and the riordanverse. i also like the lunar chronicles, asoue, and the unlisted, along with several other things i can't remember at the moment xD

✧i'm a hydrokinetic, maybe conjuror. i'm also a child of hermes, hufflepuff, seawing, grisha, water-bender, and in amity

✧for kotlc, i'm a h u g e multishipper. some of my favorite ships are sokeefitz, linhelliana, cytiertice, sophiana, kam, and everyone/therapy

✧my favorite kotlc characters are sophie, keefe, fitz and elwinnn because you can't not love elwin /j

✧my favorite kotlc book would be... probably the first one, maybe the fourth

✧some favorite non-kotlc ships of mine are wesper, ninej, zenyalina, zoyalai, solangelo, percabeth, pipabeth, zukki, mai lee, korrasami, catradora, rayllum, janaya, lumity, firstprince, flarrie, willex, sunlow, daffiolet, and winlet


I'm here

Hey. I know your life is tough sometimes. I don't pretend to even begin to understand what you're going through. I know hugs don't always help. I know saying rude things or just, 'idc' or 'suck it up' really doesn't help. I know saying, 'I'm here for you' doesn't always help either.

But you matter, okay? People care about you. I care. I care about what you're going through. I care about how you're feeling and if you're doing alright. Because I care about you.

If you want to be left alone? That's okay! I like to be left alone a lot, too. And it's okay. But I will be there when you're feeling down, and I'm sure that you will be too.

I'm here for you. I know saying that doesn't help if you don't mean it, but listen, I do. I actually care a lot about you, okay? Just know that.

I hope you know that I will always care about you, even when you feel like there's no hope and you're breaking faster and faster...because you matter to me. You matter to a lot of people.

Even if you feel like you're fading away and no one's noticing. Even if you need to rant about things that may sound stupid to you--I won't judge. Even if you have these feelings that are bottled up and you think that no one cares--I do. I. Care. About. You.

I'm going to be here for you. I'm going to try and help you get through those rough days. I'm going to try and help you fix the broken pieces and I'm going to be there. I'm here for you.

{{I'm here}}

I'm Here

I'm here. I know we don't know each other that well, but I'm here.

I'm here, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to talk to, a soul that's struggling with things that aren't half as bad as what others are going through, I'll bet. I'm... here.

No matter what, I will always be here. I don't want to die because I don't want others to feel sad. I don't want to get hurt because my mother will think she wasn't a good enough parent. I don't want to do silly things, but I'm finally realizing how many people struggle with weights so much heavier than my own.

So I'm here.

Cry. Ramble. Speak. Or just laugh.

I won't force you to talk with me.<br
Did you know that smiling makes you happier? I didn't until a few days ago, and now I try to smile as much as I can. You should, too, although I'm sure I'm not the only one who sometimes likes to be alone, sad, silently crying. Do what you please, but I'll be with you the whole time, no matter how far away we are. I'm here. <333


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