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  • WELCOME TO THE WHEN YOU NEED TO TALK CLUB. for people who just need or want to talk. did something bad happen? TALK ABOUT IT!  did you get something new? is there news? TALK ABOUT IT! are you feeling blue? 'TALK ABOUT IT! are you just bored and talking for no real reason? TALK ABOUT IT!!!!!!!! or just talk? idk. But anyway, Talk your heart out! Spill the beans! Speak your mind! WRITE LIKE YOUR RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!!!!(hamilton reference XD) and if you don't want to talk, we get it. however we are LGBTQ friendly, and religion friendly, also regular friendly too. and if you arn't those, don't make rude comments about it. Anyway, have fun. and as a bonus, we can help you ease up to coming out of your shell if you arn't ready to talk about it irl. but have fun! happy Chatting!!!!

    Owner:KOTLCandBROADWAY

    Members: everyone who posts on here
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    • Can I join?

      -Chloe

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    • OOoh yay I want to join!

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    • Can I join? I guess I have a lot going on,

      . . . Bc, I'm good at pep talks xd

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    • Can I pllllllllllllllllllllz join? I lost a friend a few years ago and I am still grieving.

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    • I join, unless i cant

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    • Hopefully the switch doesn’t kill the convo...

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    • yeah, I know

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    • uh what

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    • ...may I please join? I don't really want to talk about what's going on in my life('cept my grades. No issue discussing those.), but I might be able to help people feel better.

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    • Oh, we were talking about something on a rp we're in and we decided to bring the conversation in here 

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    • aww that's nice!

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    • Can I please join? I have waaaayyyyy to much stuff that's bad going on in my life. The only upside is role playing. It's my freedom. 

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • I have a feeling we just kinda come here and talk ;-;

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    • Yeah, can I join too?

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    • Yeah, it's called grades and CJ(can I call you that?)'s obnoxious sister.

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    • (sure call me CJ)

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    • Exactly, including family issues we are to afraid to be honest with our actual parents

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    • Because, like, I don't know why, but family tends to WORRY to much, right? sometimes you feel like you can be more open around friends

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    • So, where did we left off? . . . 

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    • Nah I just don’t trust my family not to laugh at me. They always make fun of kids who say that they have anxiety/depression...

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    • AND MY F****** COMPLICATED AND HARD LIFE!!!! AND THE FACT THAT MY SISTER IS A TOTAL B****!!!!

      (had to sorry)

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Oh can I join? Ranting sounds pretty great right now

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    • Seriusly? . . 

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    • Well, how many older siblings do you have?

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    • Wha-

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    • AND, tell them that they should take it more seriusly, because depression its a serious thing. >:I wanna give your parents a good slap right now . . .

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote: (removed)

      (had to sorry)

      -AlliKeeperFan

      Hey, you do know that swearing, even when it's censored like that, is still not allowed here, right? Keep it in mind in the future, an admin may have to remove that comment

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    • CJDaCookieWLF wrote:
      Wha-

      I mean, not like that. It depends if you feel intimidated by them and to afraid to speak up with your own opinions because they're a majority? Its that how you feel? . . 

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    • I know. I'll not do it again.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Kind of... it’s hard to explain I feel minuscule I guess? I shouldn’t worry them with criticism when they don’t abuse or neglect me...

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      • Clears throat* Abuse . . .  ? 
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    • Bye, Apparently, I need a tutoring session in math at 8:00 PM. God help me...

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    • They don’t hit me, or attack me.

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    • Farewell xd

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    • Good luck sparkles

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    • CJDaCookieWLF wrote:
      They don’t hit me, or attack me.

      OH OKEY! OOF, you worried me there

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    • Mental abuse then?

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote: I know. I'll not do it again.

      -AlliKeeperFan

      Ok, thanks so much :)

      And CJ, that's terrible, I'm so sorry you're going through this right now -- is there someone else, like a counselor at your school or a close friend that you could talk to? Talking through something with someone in real life can often be better than just talking about these things online at times

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    • Is it like Keefe's family kind of abuse?

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    • Gildie-Everblaze wrote:

      47.196.178.210 wrote: I know. I'll not do it again.

      -AlliKeeperFan

      Ok, thanks so much :)

      And CJ, that's terrible, I'm so sorry you're going through this right now -- is there someone else, like a counselor at your school or a close friend that you could talk to? Talking through something with someone in real life can often be better than just talking about these things online at times

      Your right, :) Maybe you can call your best friend or something and invite her/him over

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    • SparklyMagix wrote: Bye, Apparently, I need a tutoring session in math at 8:00 PM. God help me...

      Oof, good luck though!

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    • I said they didn’t abuse me .-.

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    • No, I mean like what they do to Keefe, ;-;

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    • I don’t think they do...

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    • Oh, alright . . .

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    • Mental abuse is different then abuse. It affects you mentally. Like what's going on with me right now. Example: Depression. Mental abuse causes that, and at young ages it's VERY dangerous to have. Other signs of mental abuse is thoughts about suicide, crying when your alone, basically hating your family. Stuff like that.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • HANG ON, Alli you're not thinking about suicide, right? . . .

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    • Yeah? We love having you around!

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    • Is she stalling the question . . . ?

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    • It’s alright if you prefer not to answer. I definitely do not want to pressure you.

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    • Juli, I am sometimes. THAT'S how messed up my life is.

      CJ, My life is getting worse. My schools gossib queen knows who I like. And it's one of her close friends. THE WHOLE SCHOOL COULD KNOW BY THE END OF THE WEEK!!!!!! MY LIFE IS GETTING WORSE!!!!

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • I had to awnser two questions. And my caps lock wasn't working right.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Same here :) But I want you to know that if you want to talk about it, I'll always here: ) Oof of had to refresh ;-;

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    • That’s horrible Alli, maybe your crush will like you back?

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    • Look. Sometimes life gets hard, but I know you'll get through it, you wanna know why? Ive been there, maybe not in that particular situation, but is it like you just cant deal witb it all at the same time, right?

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    • The thing is, SHE NEVER RESPONDED WHEN I TOLD HER!!!!! THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME!!!!! We would still be friends if she doesn't like me back, but there's two ways of awkward there so....

      (I like the gossip queens friend not the gossip queen.)

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • And I want you to kniw that your not alone, okay? Even when you believe it, you'll never be. There Will always be at least one person in the world who will still care, like me, for example ):D

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    • .*Big hugs to everyone*

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    • I know but, WHAT HAPPENS IF THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNOWS!?!? -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Then they know, and theres nothing you can do about it C:( but maybe you can try asking NICELY to that gosspier if she could keep that information to herself

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    • And if she refuses, compare your situation with something. Like " how would YOU feel if I did this to you?"

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    • And if that doesent work, then You'll have people who will always be there to suport you, alright?

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    • Okay. Thank you for giving me advice. Now I have to go to bed! I'll be back on tommarow! Bye!

      -AlliKeeperFan

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      • le dragon hugs* It'll be alright . . . c:(
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    • Sleep well! ):D

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    • I'm just going to rant about random stuff right now, and I don't plan to edit this, so if this gets dark or weird, I'm sorry.

      Okay, but why exactly do I need to spend three hours doing a piece of homework my math teacher will look at for, like, three seconds?(I've counted.) I mean, it's not like it's going to affect my horrible grades anyways. Homework as a whole counts for 10% of my grade, so if I didn't do any of it, I could still get a 90% in math! And let's not even get into my history grades, I don't even know how I got a D, considering I study my butt off, I do pretty well on tests, and I always have my notes. Next up, PE. WHY DOES IT EVEN HAVE TO EXIST?? I am getting an A in English and French,(language is what I do.) and a B- in science, if I remember right.

      Lucky me, failing most of my classes, incredibly weak and clumsy, ugly, apparently I'm really creepy and I talk too much. Oh yeah, and one week into the school year, I'd made my first enemy. Then let's add in a genetic predisposition for depression(first suicide attempt-age 10), being traumatized at age 7 or so, and being literally terrified of leaving my room when I'm not told to. If God exists, I think he was high when he made me,

      Okay, that's probably enough.

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    • SparklyMagix wrote:
      I'm just going to rant about random stuff right now, and I don't plan to edit this, so if this gets dark or weird, I'm sorry.

      Okay, but why exactly do I need to spend three hours doing a piece of homework my math teacher will look at for, like, three seconds?(I've counted.) I mean, it's not like it's going to affect my horrible grades anyways. Homework as a whole counts for 10% of my grade, so if I didn't do any of it, I could still get a 90% in math! And let's not even get into my history grades, I don't even know how I got a D, considering I study my butt off, I do pretty well on tests, and I always have my notes. Next up, PE. WHY DOES IT EVEN HAVE TO EXIST?? I am getting an A in English and French,(language is what I do.) and a B- in science, if I remember right.

      Lucky me, failing most of my classes, incredibly weak and clumsy, ugly, apparently I'm really creepy and I talk too much. Oh yeah, and one week into the school year, I'd made my first enemy. Then let's add in a genetic predisposition for depression(first suicide attempt-age 10), being traumatized at age 7 or so, and being literally terrified of leaving my room when I'm not told to. If God exists, I think he was high when he made me,

      Okay, that's probably enough.

      Oh, yikes! I hope that gets better. I shall now rant:

      So, this thing happened a year or two ago in my life, and it may not seem big, but it super affected me and still has an impact on my life.

      So, in third grade, I made friends with two girls. My best friend was really jealous and kinda hated both of them, so I never had very stable friends. I really liked hanging out with all of them, especailly one of them. She had a huge imagination, like me, and we both like playing pretend, so we got along really well. Then, in fifth grade, she moved away, leaving me with two friends who absouletly hated each other. My friend was so much happier at her new school, and I tried to be happy for her, but I really missed her, and it felt like she didn't miss me, and my best friend didn't really understand, so I hung out a bit more with my other friend, and my best friend didn't like that.

      Then in sixth grade, my brother started high school. Everyone was either paing attention to him, or to my two little sisters, becase they were still young/immiture enough to need more atention. I didn't get any attention. Then at school, my other friend started saying thigs about my best friend to me and other people that weren't very nice. My best friend asked if she was saying things, and I didn't want to tell her, because  'if you don't have anything good to say, don't say it' but she would always pressure me into teling her.

      Eventaully, my other friend was accused of bullying my best friend. The thing that was unfair about this was my best friend has so many friends, and she would say not nice things about my other friend to them, but apparently it was considered 'confiding in friends'. So, I got really depressed. I didn't have my family to confide in, I felt like I couldn't confid in my best friend, and I couldn't cofide in my other firind ecause my best friend would get ma at me for hanging out with her bully. And being constatly in between this giant friend tug-of-war as super stressful. I really wanted to die but I felt like I wasn't aloud to die, because I needed to be there for my friends.

      Everything kinda died down at the end of gade six, and I thought the issue was gone fo good. I started grade seven super happy, but then the same old situation came back. I again, got really depressed. And it doen't stop there. I overheard my mom and dad talking, and found out my aunt had cervical cancer. I wasn't supposed to know. The next day at school, I literally broke down cryig and told my other friend at school, and I told her to please keep it a secret. To this day, she hasn't old anyone to my knowledge. Later, I told my best friend. Literally the moment I left, she told her dad. That obvouisly broke my trust in her, no matter what excuse she made.

      Anyway, things got worse and I was getting headaches from stress every day. My grades were slipping, and I had experienced a few anxiety attacks, were I was literally so anxouis, I couldn't breath. My other friend understood. But my best riend started being a jerk. If I was talking to my other friend, and she stopped to take a drink from the fountain, my best friend would literally pull me away to hang out wih her. And she started being really mean to my sisters, actaully making one of them cry. Obvously, I was mad at her. She kept on saying to me "if you were being bullied, I woldn't be friends with them" I finally snapped on day, and told her that maybe that mad me a worse friend than her, but that was how it was. I'm 99% sure I made her cry and the part that weighs me down today is that I didn't feel bad for saying it.

      Anyway, my other friend was going to a diffrent high school, and I miss her a lot, but I admitted to my friend that it was probably good that she was put of our lives. I've made new friends in high school, and I'm not as close with my best friend anymore, and maybe this is a terrile thing to say, but I'm kind of glad. She gossips  bunch now, and copies off my french homework even though I feel uncomfortable with it.

      I kind of tried to keep this off here, but it feels nice to get it off my chest.

      Wow, that was long. If you've read this far, a slice of mallowmelt to you!

      -Chloe

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    • OH NO!!! im so sorry that your one friend moved away and your other friend started being a pearl. Im also so sorry about you not being able to confide in your family, and your depression and anxiety.  I hope you feel better soon. im glad you told us

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    • I feel like I’ve said this too many times but you can talk to me if you want someone to confide in. My message wall or discord is open

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    • 174.6.16.240 wrote:
      SparklyMagix wrote:
      I'm just going to rant about random stuff right now, and I don't plan to edit this, so if this gets dark or weird, I'm sorry.

      Okay, but why exactly do I need to spend three hours doing a piece of homework my math teacher will look at for, like, three seconds?(I've counted.) I mean, it's not like it's going to affect my horrible grades anyways. Homework as a whole counts for 10% of my grade, so if I didn't do any of it, I could still get a 90% in math! And let's not even get into my history grades, I don't even know how I got a D, considering I study my butt off, I do pretty well on tests, and I always have my notes. Next up, PE. WHY DOES IT EVEN HAVE TO EXIST?? I am getting an A in English and French,(language is what I do.) and a B- in science, if I remember right.

      Lucky me, failing most of my classes, incredibly weak and clumsy, ugly, apparently I'm really creepy and I talk too much. Oh yeah, and one week into the school year, I'd made my first enemy. Then let's add in a genetic predisposition for depression(first suicide attempt-age 10), being traumatized at age 7 or so, and being literally terrified of leaving my room when I'm not told to. If God exists, I think he was high when he made me,

      Okay, that's probably enough.

      Oh, yikes! I hope that gets better. I shall now rant:

      So, this thing happened a year or two ago in my life, and it may not seem big, but it super affected me and still has an impact on my life.

      So, in third grade, I made friends with two girls. My best friend was really jealous and kinda hated both of them, so I never had very stable friends. I really liked hanging out with all of them, especailly one of them. She had a huge imagination, like me, and we both like playing pretend, so we got along really well. Then, in fifth grade, she moved away, leaving me with two friends who absouletly hated each other. My friend was so much happier at her new school, and I tried to be happy for her, but I really missed her, and it felt like she didn't miss me, and my best friend didn't really understand, so I hung out a bit more with my other friend, and my best friend didn't like that.

      Then in sixth grade, my brother started high school. Everyone was either paing attention to him, or to my two little sisters, becase they were still young/immiture enough to need more atention. I didn't get any attention. Then at school, my other friend started saying thigs about my best friend to me and other people that weren't very nice. My best friend asked if she was saying things, and I didn't want to tell her, because  'if you don't have anything good to say, don't say it' but she would always pressure me into teling her.

      Eventaully, my other friend was accused of bullying my best friend. The thing that was unfair about this was my best friend has so many friends, and she would say not nice things about my other friend to them, but apparently it was considered 'confiding in friends'. So, I got really depressed. I didn't have my family to confide in, I felt like I couldn't confid in my best friend, and I couldn't cofide in my other firind ecause my best friend would get ma at me for hanging out with her bully. And being constatly in between this giant friend tug-of-war as super stressful. I really wanted to die but I felt like I wasn't aloud to die, because I needed to be there for my friends.

      Everything kinda died down at the end of gade six, and I thought the issue was gone fo good. I started grade seven super happy, but then the same old situation came back. I again, got really depressed. And it doen't stop there. I overheard my mom and dad talking, and found out my aunt had cervical cancer. I wasn't supposed to know. The next day at school, I literally broke down cryig and told my other friend at school, and I told her to please keep it a secret. To this day, she hasn't old anyone to my knowledge. Later, I told my best friend. Literally the moment I left, she told her dad. That obvouisly broke my trust in her, no matter what excuse she made.

      Anyway, things got worse and I was getting headaches from stress every day. My grades were slipping, and I had experienced a few anxiety attacks, were I was literally so anxouis, I couldn't breath. My other friend understood. But my best riend started being a jerk. If I was talking to my other friend, and she stopped to take a drink from the fountain, my best friend would literally pull me away to hang out wih her. And she started being really mean to my sisters, actaully making one of them cry. Obvously, I was mad at her. She kept on saying to me "if you were being bullied, I woldn't be friends with them" I finally snapped on day, and told her that maybe that mad me a worse friend than her, but that was how it was. I'm 99% sure I made her cry and the part that weighs me down today is that I didn't feel bad for saying it.

      Anyway, my other friend was going to a diffrent high school, and I miss her a lot, but I admitted to my friend that it was probably good that she was put of our lives. I've made new friends in high school, and I'm not as close with my best friend anymore, and maybe this is a terrile thing to say, but I'm kind of glad. She gossips  bunch now, and copies off my french homework even though I feel uncomfortable with it.

      I kind of tried to keep this off here, but it feels nice to get it off my chest.

      Wow, that was long. If you've read this far, a slice of mallowmelt to you!

      -Chloe

      I'm so sorryfor you, Chloe! hopefully everythings going better.

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    • hey guys can i join im still grieving about losing my bff no longer.

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    • Of course you can join!

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    • TANK U

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    • can u lC/??

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    • I don’t know what that means. I’m stupid and don’t know abbreviations

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    • ur not stupid it means the lost cites

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    • Oh! Go onto the Lost Cities Live Chat?

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    • Is that what you meant?

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    • Fitzphie4lifeXD wrote:
      hey guys can i join im still grieving about losing my bff no longer.

      Aww I lost my BFF too!

      Like, the BFF I used to see everyday. not my wiki BFF.

      My BFF's name was Kaitlyn, she got really sick and died. at least I was with her at the end.

      I will never forget her.

      I am still grieving very bad.

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    • OMG SAME

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    • my best friends name was Angel and she died of cancer 3 days ago and im still CRYING

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    • oh and yes that was what i meant LOST CITIES GROUP CHAT

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    • Fitzphie4lifeXD wrote:
      my best friends name was Angel and she died of cancer 3 days ago and im still CRYING

      That's so sad!

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    • IKR??!

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    • IM SO SORRY!

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    • SparklyMagix wrote:
      I'm just going to rant about random stuff right now, and I don't plan to edit this, so if this gets dark or weird, I'm sorry.

      Okay, but why exactly do I need to spend three hours doing a piece of homework my math teacher will look at for, like, three seconds?(I've counted.) I mean, it's not like it's going to affect my horrible grades anyways. Homework as a whole counts for 10% of my grade, so if I didn't do any of it, I could still get a 90% in math! And let's not even get into my history grades, I don't even know how I got a D, considering I study my butt off, I do pretty well on tests, and I always have my notes. Next up, PE. WHY DOES IT EVEN HAVE TO EXIST?? I am getting an A in English and French,(language is what I do.) and a B- in science, if I remember right.

      Lucky me, failing most of my classes, incredibly weak and clumsy, ugly, apparently I'm really creepy and I talk too much. Oh yeah, and one week into the school year, I'd made my first enemy. Then let's add in a genetic predisposition for depression(first suicide attempt-age 10), being traumatized at age 7 or so, and being literally terrified of leaving my room when I'm not told to. If God exists, I think he was high when he made me,

      Okay, that's probably enough.

      im so sorry. it sucks about your math grade, and it is so NOT your fault. and im sorry you were traumitized as a kid. also NO COMMITING OR ATTEMPTING OR EVEN TRYING TO ATTEMPT SUICIDE!!!!!!

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    • WHA

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    • welcome

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    • SparklyMagix wrote:
      I'm just going to rant about random stuff right now, and I don't plan to edit this, so if this gets dark or weird, I'm sorry.

      Okay, but why exactly do I need to spend three hours doing a piece of homework my math teacher will look at for, like, three seconds?(I've counted.) I mean, it's not like it's going to affect my horrible grades anyways. Homework as a whole counts for 10% of my grade, so if I didn't do any of it, I could still get a 90% in math! And let's not even get into my history grades, I don't even know how I got a D, considering I study my butt off, I do pretty well on tests, and I always have my notes. Next up, PE. WHY DOES IT EVEN HAVE TO EXIST?? I am getting an A in English and French,(language is what I do.) and a B- in science, if I remember right.

      Lucky me, failing most of my classes, incredibly weak and clumsy, ugly, apparently I'm really creepy and I talk too much. Oh yeah, and one week into the school year, I'd made my first enemy. Then let's add in a genetic predisposition for depression(first suicide attempt-age 10), being traumatized at age 7 or so, and being literally terrified of leaving my room when I'm not told to. If God exists, I think he was high when he made me,

      Okay, that's probably enough.

      plus, you are npt creepy, you just have depression and some people cant relate

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    • Hey can I join ?

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    • you post, you join

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    • which you did so, YES

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    • yay!

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    • can I join?

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    • My other sister just walked in to the bathroom. And I'm still doing my business! DOES SHE KNOW WHAT PRIVACY IS?????

      My sister sent her in because SHE is on the toilet, but she knows that I am too. Is she trying to expose me to a two year old?

      And then at least something good happened today. I got excepted into this supper cool school excel program thingy. It during the summer though, and I'm actually excited for once.

      I have this really weird pain in my shoulders. It really hurts, but my parents think it's nothing. But it really hurts.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Is it alright if I join??

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    • You say something you join! Boom you’re accepted! And Alli I’m sorry about your sister and the Excel thing sounds EXCITING!!!

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    • Lol 

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    • hi

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    • Alli, sorry about your sister, but congratulations for being accepted into the Excel Program!

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    • sory bout ur sister

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote:
      My other sister just walked in to the bathroom. And I'm still doing my business! DOES SHE KNOW WHAT PRIVACY IS?????

      My sister sent her in because SHE is on the toilet, but she knows that I am too. Is she trying to expose me to a two year old?

      And then at least something good happened today. I got excepted into this supper cool school excel program thingy. It during the summer though, and I'm actually excited for once.

      I have this really weird pain in my shoulders. It really hurts, but my parents think it's nothing. But it really hurts.

      -AlliKeeperFan

      OMG siblings!!!! This morning, my brother just walked into my room, and I was changing​​​​​​​.

      Oof yikes, I hope your shoulder gets better!

      -Chloe

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    • Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote:
      Fitzphie4lifeXD wrote:
      hey guys can i join im still grieving about losing my bff no longer.
      Aww I lost my BFF too!

      Like, the BFF I used to see everyday. not my wiki BFF.

      My BFF's name was Kaitlyn, she got really sick and died. at least I was with her at the end.

      I will never forget her.

      I am still grieving very bad.

      I'm so sorry that that happened to both of you. Do you guys know that quote "be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting their own battle" or something like that?

      That's kind of what this reminds me of. I never realised so many people had something that sad going on in their lives.

      -Chloe

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    • Maybe siblings just have it out to get us... my sister pushed me down the stairs

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    • Oof I would like to join since I always need to talk it seems



      And wow sounds just wow 

      Today I had to be a bouncer to my brother and sit on him and got clawed up yippy

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    • my brother NEVER admits to ANYTHING. i have been reading KOTLC to him (exile) and he Always compliains. he says its BORING and that he doesnt like it. yet, when i start, he alsways gets into it and seems to be enjoying it. 

      every night i read to him

      Me about to read: ready?

      my brother: can we read omething else?

      i start reading

      keeper crew:(says something funny)

      my brother: (laughs hyisticly) 

      me: (laughs with him) so you like it

      my brotehr: no... not really

      he is so full of it 

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    • im sorry about your siblings guys

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    • GUYS!! ICHANGED MY PROFILE TO HEATHERS CANDY STORE!! 

      Heather duke: woaaaaaaaaaaaaaah honey what you waiting fo-

      heather chandler: SHUT UP HEATHER! WELCOME TO MY CANDY STOOOOOOOOOOORE 

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    • thats not the same part though. i started at the begining, NOT THE DIALOG

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    • AHHHHHH THE WORLD IS A STAGE

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    • LIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL

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    • YES BUT LIFE CAN ALSO BE CRUEL.

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    • and guys, if you have depression and all that, i recomend you listen to heathers. its a little innapropiet, like murder, and cursing and yada yada but it is basically abut a girl bullied all her life by a few people. and by a few people, i mean EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL EXEPT MARTHA DUNSTOCK, WHO HAS BEEN BULLIED EVEN MORE THAN VERONICA (the protaganist) and then veronica gets welcomed into the cliqe everyone wants to get into. the one with the 3 most beautiful girls in the school. Heather Mcnamora. (sweet and silly) Heather duke (rude and not the brightest tool in the shed.) and Heather Chandler. the all mighty (according to veronica, "a mythic (beeep)") so she gets welcomed in, everyone celebrates her, but apparently the 3 most poular girls are doing drugs and all the stuff people says is "cool" but really dangerous and you can risk your health. its all the stuff adults tell you NOT to do. Well Veronica falls in love with a mystirius guy named JD who also loves her madly. but he is a PHSYCOPATH and veronica cant live with him, but she cant live without him...  i really recomend you listen to it, the soundtrack is SUPER catchey and it shows everyone how to be nice at the end and NO ONE COMMITS SUICIDE. (spoiler alert, someone has depression and trys to commit, but that is not in the sound track. anyway, have fun and listen to it. (but Seriously DONT WATCH THE DEAD GIRL WALKING VID. you can listen to it all you want, but DONT WATCH THE VID!! IT HAS (how do i word this? uhhhhhhh) IT HAS CONTENT in it and ummmm. TOO MUCH CONTENT FOR THIS CLEAN LITTLE WIKI!!!! so dont watch it.your parents will not be happy. but LISTEN to it ALL you want. the voclas are amazing and the music is really catchy. its one of my favorite songs. and here i go, going on and on about a musical. XD oh what next!

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    • Hey guys, I was on drama club, hehe ):D

      You know what I feel like right now? Its like a hole new world has opened to be. I mean, I'm possitive at least half of us are teenagers, or almost, and . . . I just didn't realize how many people were dealing with the stuff that I'm. Like the other day, I've asked most of my friends if they felt like all their worries hit them like a bullet at night, and they feel like burying themselves under their covers and wait until everything had ended before going back up. And you know what happened? They all nodded and said, 'yeah, I know what you mean' and I guess I'm finally understanding how many teenagers deal with this kind of stuff, and I want you guys ((There goes my way-to-usual phrase) to know that you're never alone, and I hope you realize that a lot more people are dealing with the same things you guys are right now. We're all carrying the weight of our worries and problems, but we should know that it'll be alright, because we have each other. And even though we might not know each other in real life, you can still talk to us, or a trusted friend, that can relate. Because, believe me, I'm sure they all can. WE all can, or else we wouldn't be talking about this kind of stuff, so, to end this really touching note, I think we should all live on this particular quote:



                                                          "You're not the only one"

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    • Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote:
      YES

      BUT LIFE CAN ALSO BE CRUEL.

      that was a quote from heatehrs. but you are right

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    • the line "life can be beautiful" is in te first song. its one of my favorite numbers

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    • OH MY WORD!!! IN ONE DAY WE ARE MORE THAN A FITH DONE WITH BREAKING THE THREAD AND MAKING A NEW ONE

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      Hey guys, I was on drama club, hehe ):D

      You know what I feel like right now? Its like a hole new world has opened to be. I mean, I'm possitive at least half of us are teenagers, or almost, and . . . I just didn't realize how many people were dealing with the stuff that I'm. Like the other day, I've asked most of my friends if they felt like all their worries hit them like a bullet at night, and they feel like burying themselves under their covers and wait until everything had ended before going back up. And you know what happened? They all nodded and said, 'yeah, I know what you mean' and I guess I'm finally understanding how many teenagers deal with this kind of stuff, and I want you guys ((There goes my way-to-usual phrase) to know that you're never alone, and I hope you realize that a lot more people are dealing with the same things you guys are right now. We're all carrying the weight of our worries and problems, but we should know that it'll be alright, because we have each other. And even though we might not know each other in real life, you can still talk to us, or a trusted friend, that can relate. Because, believe me, I'm sure they all can. WE all can, or else we wouldn't be talking about this kind of stuff, so, to end this really touching note, I think we should all live on this particular quote:



                                                          "You're not the only one"

      well said Juliehorse, well said. GIVE HER A ROUND OF APPLAUSE

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY said: OH MY WORD!!! IN ONE DAY WE ARE MORE THAN A FITH DONE WITH BREAKING THE THREAD AND MAKING A NEW ONE

      Hehe, you're right! I guess it was good that we brought that conversation over here : )

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    • Hmm, I wonder if I should re-write that an make it a bit more formal so I can post it on my profile for people to see so they all can read it . . .

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      Hey guys, I was on drama club, hehe ):D

      You know what I feel like right now? Its like a hole new world has opened to be. I mean, I'm possitive at least half of us are teenagers, or almost, and . . . I just didn't realize how many people were dealing with the stuff that I'm. Like the other day, I've asked most of my friends if they felt like all their worries hit them like a bullet at night, and they feel like burying themselves under their covers and wait until everything had ended before going back up. And you know what happened? They all nodded and said, 'yeah, I know what you mean' and I guess I'm finally understanding how many teenagers deal with this kind of stuff, and I want you guys ((There goes my way-to-usual phrase) to know that you're never alone, and I hope you realize that a lot more people are dealing with the same things you guys are right now. We're all carrying the weight of our worries and problems, but we should know that it'll be alright, because we have each other. And even though we might not know each other in real life, you can still talk to us, or a trusted friend, that can relate. Because, believe me, I'm sure they all can. WE all can, or else we wouldn't be talking about this kind of stuff, so, to end this really touching note, I think we should all live on this particular quote:



                                                          "You're not the only one"

      also, a song that really goes with this is no one is alone from into the woods. it doesnt say "your not the only one" in it, but it shows that nobody is alone. SORRY GUYS IM JUST A BROADWAY FANTIC

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    • and guys, i also made an ANTIBULLIERS club for people against bullying.

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      Julihorse wrote:
      Hey guys, I was on drama club, hehe ):D

      You know what I feel like right now? Its like a hole new world has opened to be. I mean, I'm possitive at least half of us are teenagers, or almost, and . . . I just didn't realize how many people were dealing with the stuff that I'm. Like the other day, I've asked most of my friends if they felt like all their worries hit them like a bullet at night, and they feel like burying themselves under their covers and wait until everything had ended before going back up. And you know what happened? They all nodded and said, 'yeah, I know what you mean' and I guess I'm finally understanding how many teenagers deal with this kind of stuff, and I want you guys ((There goes my way-to-usual phrase) to know that you're never alone, and I hope you realize that a lot more people are dealing with the same things you guys are right now. We're all carrying the weight of our worries and problems, but we should know that it'll be alright, because we have each other. And even though we might not know each other in real life, you can still talk to us, or a trusted friend, that can relate. Because, believe me, I'm sure they all can. WE all can, or else we wouldn't be talking about this kind of stuff, so, to end this really touching note, I think we should all live on this particular quote:



                                                          "You're not the only one"

      also, a song that really goes with this is no one is alone from into the woods. it doesnt say "your not the only one" in it, but it shows that nobody is alone. SORRY GUYS IM JUST A BROADWAY FANTIC

      I can see that, xd but I think whoever came up with that song is a genius

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    • RENT IS STUCK IN MY HEAD "THERES ONLY US THERES ONLY THIS (somthing) REGRET(something something something) (SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING) NO DAYYY BUT TODAYYYYYYYYYYYY

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      Julihorse wrote:
      Hey guys, I was on drama club, hehe ):D

      You know what I feel like right now? Its like a hole new world has opened to be. I mean, I'm possitive at least half of us are teenagers, or almost, and . . . I just didn't realize how many people were dealing with the stuff that I'm. Like the other day, I've asked most of my friends if they felt like all their worries hit them like a bullet at night, and they feel like burying themselves under their covers and wait until everything had ended before going back up. And you know what happened? They all nodded and said, 'yeah, I know what you mean' and I guess I'm finally understanding how many teenagers deal with this kind of stuff, and I want you guys ((There goes my way-to-usual phrase) to know that you're never alone, and I hope you realize that a lot more people are dealing with the same things you guys are right now. We're all carrying the weight of our worries and problems, but we should know that it'll be alright, because we have each other. And even though we might not know each other in real life, you can still talk to us, or a trusted friend, that can relate. Because, believe me, I'm sure they all can. WE all can, or else we wouldn't be talking about this kind of stuff, so, to end this really touching note, I think we should all live on this particular quote:



                                                          "You're not the only one"

      also, a song that really goes with this is no one is alone from into the woods. it doesnt say "your not the only one" in it, but it shows that nobody is alone. SORRY GUYS IM JUST A BROADWAY FANTIC
      I can see that, xd but I think whoever came up with that song is a genius

      his name is stephen sontime ( i hope i spelled it right)

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    • Lets hope that, lol

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    • i googled him. his name is stephen sondheim, although it sounds like sontime

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    • man, this thread turned from a "tiniest life boat full of people i know" (more heathers) into a convo about broadway composers XD

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    • how many people can relate to this song. this song is one of the not very many appropet songs from heathers? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cO_bnOUmX6s

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    • its school appropiet

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    • you can watch and listen to this one without getting in trouble

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    • but its not as catchy as the others

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote:
      YES

      BUT LIFE CAN ALSO BE CRUEL.

      that was a quote from heatehrs. but you are right

      Wait what are the heatehrs?

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    • Well, I'm not really depressed, but I can relate to what you guys ((OKAY, I'VE GOT TO STOP SAYING THAT FRIKIN' PHRASEEE!!! REEEEEEEE!!)) are dealing with right now : )

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    • Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote:
      KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote:
      YES

      BUT LIFE CAN ALSO BE CRUEL.

      that was a quote from heatehrs. but you are right
      Wait what are the heatehrs?

      Heathers: An incredible movie, an awesome musical, and a &)%^( TV show. Also, every morning on the bus I can feel my heart beating louder and faster and I'm like, Jesus, I'm on the freaking bus again 'cause all my rides to school are dead...

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    • So........................ I have another problem. So there a banquet at my school, and a guy asked me to it. We've been friends,  and he's liked me for a while. But, I don't have feelings for him. I asked my friends what I should do, and some said I should say yes, and some said no. I have a real crush on one of my friends. She is one of the people who said no. But if I say yes, I have a crush so that would be a whole new level of awkward. But, I'm not good with these types of things, so I don't know what to do. I like him as a friend, and I understand why he asked me. I just can't respond. And the thing is, you get to have the WHOLE day at the banquet. And he is also on the math bowl team with me, and isn't that even more awkward?

      And that adds onto my pile of distractions from school. I have family problems, misjudgment (I'll get into that) going on, my bratty sister, my anxiety, all my issues. And the worst thing is that I see the world through WAY different eyes then everyone else. I pay attention to breaking news. Nobody knows that about me. And then with all of that happening, I always imagine the worst things happening. But the thing that calm me down is music. Like I'm listening to Taylor swift right now, and the songs keep me calm. That's why all I really want for Christmas is an iPod and some airpods. And a skateboard. Those things calm me.

      So about the misjudgment, people only see the sweet nice me. Most people don't see the real me, they only see a 'mask' of myself. I have anxiety attacks almost every day now, and from what I've heard, anxiety attacks are dangerous for someone my age. So is depression. I may or may not be going through some depression right now. Only my true friends see the real me. Even my teachers think I'm a perfect angel, with the perfect life and perfect family because of my nice positive attitude. They just automatically misjudge me. And I wish they didn't do that. They make it even more frusterating. After picture day, when we got our pictures, mine was last, and my teacher had to say (not saying my real name) "And the beautiful Addison" . I hate being the center of attention, and she made it worse. I seem to be perfect on the outside. (Yes, I don't even have body judgement problems. It's like my body is every girls dream body. No offense.)

      Overall, my life is awful and complicated. And that's not even all.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Alright . . . it might take me about ten minutes to type what I would say to you if I were talking in front of you in a real conversation, so be patient and DONT move on from this.

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    • I'm really sorry about that. Are your parents aware?

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    • No sadly. I wish it was easy for me to open up to them like that. But whenever I do, in real down in tears. I finally started to get my parents to see what is going on by restricting my sister from my bathroom and room. 

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • So, the thing you have to ask yourself is 'Do I even WANNA go to that event?' and  if the answer is no, then go talk to him about WHY you don't wanna go, and if you can't really put it into words, just open up (ONly if you TRULLY feel like you can trust him) and if you cant, be honest of your reazons, but don't get into the things you listed above.

      If the answer is yes, then ask yourself 'do I wanna go with HIM?' if that's a no, then try to gently tell him. And remember to be honest, okay? If he truly likes you and it's not a silly crush, he'll understand, believe me : ) If the answer to the later question is yes, here comes my pep talk. Get ready for another ten minutes of typing. AND I'm also not done with the others.

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    • Look, I remember you telling me about you liking your other friend, and you know what? If you trully wanna go with him, just tell him, in a really sweet tone, that you'd like to go as friends and not as a couple. Look, I can tell that your overthining the situation. I do that, so don't try to deny it, alright? Try to get your mind of it, and its NOT going to be awkward if you go as friends, alright? You can even go together with your other friends as a group so it doesen't feel awkward. And, I know what your dealing with right now, okay? As I said, maybe I haven't been in THAT particular situation, but I can relate to how you feel in the inside. And I know you think this is the most awkward thing in your life, and that its the worst thing that could happen to you, but . . . its not, okay? I know this is will not make sense, and you might even get mad at me for saying this, but people have dealt with way harder stuff than this, and they've gotten through it, alright? ):D And I think you should talk about all off this with the person that you trust most. And with that, I don't mean the person you WANT to trust most, I mean the one that you KNOW you do but don't want to admit it. It doesen't have to be your parents, alright? It can be a friend, or a counselor, or your favorite teacher, or your sister or brother or anyone! ):D I just want you to know that your not the only one that's going through this stuff, and that you NEED to talk to someone, okay? You have no idea how much talking can help, believe me.

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    • As you all read this, Ima work on the other thing I wanted to tell you. 

      So, I need to know how much activity your doing, okay? You need to stay active, and try to always have someone with you, never stay alone in a room or somewhere, okay?

      I recommend you connect with nature in a way. You said you liked music, right? You can always try taking a friend with you to your peaceful place or the woods or a park and take your ear buds or book along with you. Another suggestion is for you to try animal therapy. This might sound dunmb, but it really helps. You can try a horse back trail, in which you ride a horse through the woods, and it feels really peaceful and relaxing : ) I've dont it before. There are programs in which you connect with horses or other emotion-feeling animals with teh help of an adult, and it might help you ):D

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote:
      No sadly. I wish it was easy for me to open up to them like that. But whenever I do, in real down in tears. I finally started to get my parents to see what is going on by restricting my sister from my bathroom and room. 

      -AlliKeeperFan

      My suggestion is to sit down and write your parents a letter. You could copy what you wrote earlier, and simply hand it to them and leave.

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    • Guys as someone with parents I don’t really trust to confide into. I don’t really think it’s that easy. The parents just tell you to come into the room and are like “Let’s talk about this like mature people.”

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    • Yeah, at this point, if I take something from the silverware drawer upstairs, they just walk into my room and go like, "You're cutting again? Do we have to send you back to the mental hospital?" For god's sake, I was sculpting and I needed a fork to make texture!

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    • Is it bad I wish I had your problem Sparkles?

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    • I get it. I can't handle all that yet. I can't even handle a homework crisis. I was crying because I forgot to do my homework a couple of nights ago, and I didn't want to tell my parents because my dad usually gets mad at me for forgetting things until the last minute. And it had to be on one of my worst subjects. Division. I don't suck at it, but I'm not good at it. I can't even do partial products. And the only thing I can actually do is long division which isn't even in my standard.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • No, my struggles aren't really that big(for the record, I was so confused about why they thought I was cutting, I was halfway to the hospital before I explained.)

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    • I sound so ridiculous when I say this but try focusing on smaller things rather than the big picture...

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      As you all read this, Ima work on the other thing I wanted to tell you. 

      So, I need to know how much activity your doing, okay? You need to stay active, and try to always have someone with you, never stay alone in a room or somewhere, okay?

      I recommend you connect with nature in a way. You said you liked music, right? You can always try taking a friend with you to your peaceful place or the woods or a park and take your ear buds or book along with you. Another suggestion is for you to try animal therapy. This might sound dunmb, but it really helps. You can try a horse back trail, in which you ride a horse through the woods, and it feels really peaceful and relaxing : ) I've dont it before. There are programs in which you connect with horses or other emotion-feeling animals with teh help of an adult, and it might help you ):D

      Oh, I finished it : )

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    • Feel free to tell me I'm overprotective and exaggerating

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      Look, I remember you telling me about you liking your other friend, and you know what? If you trully wanna go with him, just tell him, in a really sweet tone, that you'd like to go as friends and not as a couple. Look, I can tell that your overthining the situation. I do that, so don't try to deny it, alright? Try to get your mind of it, and its NOT going to be awkward if you go as friends, alright? You can even go together with your other friends as a group so it doesen't feel awkward. And, I know what your dealing with right now, okay? As I said, maybe I haven't been in THAT particular situation, but I can relate to how you feel in the inside. And I know you think this is the most awkward thing in your life, and that its the worst thing that could happen to you, but . . . its not, okay? I know this is will not make sense, and you might even get mad at me for saying this, but people have dealt with way harder stuff than this, and they've gotten through it, alright? ):D And I think you should talk about all off this with the person that you trust most. And with that, I don't mean the person you WANT to trust most, I mean the one that you KNOW you do but don't want to admit it. It doesen't have to be your parents, alright? It can be a friend, or a counselor, or your favorite teacher, or your sister or brother or anyone! ):D I just want you to know that your not the only one that's going through this stuff, and that you NEED to talk to someone, okay? You have no idea how much talking can help, believe me.

      The thing is, I will start feeling guilty over somethings sometimes. If I say no, I'll feel guilty. So I think I have my decision. But another thing is, someone started a rumor about me saying that I said yes to him when I haven't even responded yet. Either they went through my backpack, and found my little yes paper and thought it was my response to it or they thought I was holding it off because I don't want to say yes, even though they think I really do. And even if I say yes or no, there will be a rumor going around if suddenly things get awkward between us. And the worst thing is, almost the whole grade knows that he likes me. So, if things get awkward,there will be a rumor.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • And also, I don't know if I can really trust any of my friends. My 'he'd started ignoring me last year for new friends. That is how is me and (this is not his real name) Evan got to be 'close ' friends.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Bff* sorry. Stupid autocorrect. My bff started ignoring me last year.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Bff* sorry. Stupid autocorrect. My bff started ignoring me last year.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Okay . . . but is there anyone who you think you can talk to without feeling like you don't want to hold back part of the story?

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    • Bff* sorry. Stupid autocorrect. My bff started ignoring me last year.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Okay . . . do you think you can talk to him about it? 

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    • Maybe... I guess. We do have a lot of these types of things in common so..... Maybe.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Okay . . . so try to open up to him. Invite him over telling him you really need to talk to someone, and if he's trully your friend, he'll stand with you the hole way. Although, not everyone is as calm and thinking as I am. He may over react, or get stressed, or even yell at you. But you'd need to remind yourself that it'll pass if it happens, okay? Why don't you give it a try?

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    • Who knows, maybe he'll open up to you after that ):D

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    • Okay, I'll try

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Well gtg to bed

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • Well gtg to bed

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote:
      So........................ I have another problem. So there a banquet at my school, and a guy asked me to it. We've been friends,  and he's liked me for a while. But, I don't have feelings for him. I asked my friends what I should do, and some said I should say yes, and some said no. I have a real crush on one of my friends. She is one of the people who said no. But if I say yes, I have a crush so that would be a whole new level of awkward. But, I'm not good with these types of things, so I don't know what to do. I like him as a friend, and I understand why he asked me. I just can't respond. And the thing is, you get to have the WHOLE day at the banquet. And he is also on the math bowl team with me, and isn't that even more awkward?

      And that adds onto my pile of distractions from school. I have family problems, misjudgment (I'll get into that) going on, my bratty sister, my anxiety, all my issues. And the worst thing is that I see the world through WAY different eyes then everyone else. I pay attention to breaking news. Nobody knows that about me. And then with all of that happening, I always imagine the worst things happening. But the thing that calm me down is music. Like I'm listening to Taylor swift right now, and the songs keep me calm. That's why all I really want for Christmas is an iPod and some airpods. And a skateboard. Those things calm me.

      So about the misjudgment, people only see the sweet nice me. Most people don't see the real me, they only see a 'mask' of myself. I have anxiety attacks almost every day now, and from what I've heard, anxiety attacks are dangerous for someone my age. So is depression. I may or may not be going through some depression right now. Only my true friends see the real me. Even my teachers think I'm a perfect angel, with the perfect life and perfect family because of my nice positive attitude. They just automatically misjudge me. And I wish they didn't do that. They make it even more frusterating. After picture day, when we got our pictures, mine was last, and my teacher had to say (not saying my real name) "And the beautiful Addison" . I hate being the center of attention, and she made it worse. I seem to be perfect on the outside. (Yes, I don't even have body judgement problems. It's like my body is every girls dream body. No offense.)

      Overall, my life is awful and complicated. And that's not even all.

      -AlliKeeperFan

      I know how you feel. Pretty much nobody notices how I feel when I'm feeling bad, not even my best friend, and we've known each other since we were five, wich make me feel like I don't matter. I don't like being the center of attention either, it just makes me really stressed. If you feel depressed, and are having anxiety attacks that often, talk to someone​​​​​​​. The mistake I made was keeping it all in. If you're having anxiety attacks, don't wait until after you don't have them as often to tell people, like I did. I would suggest trying to open up to your parents, or if you want someone not as close to you, a school councillor who will most likely mention something to your parents for you, and your teacher maybe.

      The stress you're going through will probably have an end. Maybe it won't end completely, but it will get better. And I never listened to this adivce, but I can't stress how important it is to tell someone. It would have made my life a lot easier. Going through stress alone is so much harder than going through it with someone else. 

      -Chloe

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    • I'm 13 and have 6 siblings. 2 are my cousins with problems.

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    • I have 6 siblings too!

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    • I have three siblings, nine cousins, three grandparents, six aunts, seven uncles, and two parents. 

      -Chloe

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    • Sparkleshinemeowmeow wrote: I have 6 siblings too!

      Wow! You the middle?

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    • I have a friend with 15 siblings. Don't look at me like that, I ain't joking.

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    • Your Friend = my hero

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    • ...maybe pick a better hero. She believes she can communicate with ghosts, she has really bad anxiety(I literally befriended her because we were both in the hospital for attempted suicide), and worst of all... she loves KPOP.

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    • OH NO . . . NOT KPOP!!!!!!

      Yay! I met half my friends at counseling! Not as serouis as the hostpital for attempted sucuide, but it's in the ball park.

      -Chloe

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote:
      So........................ I have another problem. So there a banquet at my school, and a guy asked me to it. We've been friends,  and he's liked me for a while. But, I don't have feelings for him. I asked my friends what I should do, and some said I should say yes, and some said no. I have a real crush on one of my friends. She is one of the people who said no. But if I say yes, I have a crush so that would be a whole new level of awkward. But, I'm not good with these types of things, so I don't know what to do. I like him as a friend, and I understand why he asked me. I just can't respond. And the thing is, you get to have the WHOLE day at the banquet. And he is also on the math bowl team with me, and isn't that even more awkward?

      And that adds onto my pile of distractions from school. I have family problems, misjudgment (I'll get into that) going on, my bratty sister, my anxiety, all my issues. And the worst thing is that I see the world through WAY different eyes then everyone else. I pay attention to breaking news. Nobody knows that about me. And then with all of that happening, I always imagine the worst things happening. But the thing that calm me down is music. Like I'm listening to Taylor swift right now, and the songs keep me calm. That's why all I really want for Christmas is an iPod and some airpods. And a skateboard. Those things calm me.

      So about the misjudgment, people only see the sweet nice me. Most people don't see the real me, they only see a 'mask' of myself. I have anxiety attacks almost every day now, and from what I've heard, anxiety attacks are dangerous for someone my age. So is depression. I may or may not be going through some depression right now. Only my true friends see the real me. Even my teachers think I'm a perfect angel, with the perfect life and perfect family because of my nice positive attitude. They just automatically misjudge me. And I wish they didn't do that. They make it even more frusterating. After picture day, when we got our pictures, mine was last, and my teacher had to say (not saying my real name) "And the beautiful Addison" . I hate being the center of attention, and she made it worse. I seem to be perfect on the outside. (Yes, I don't even have body judgement problems. It's like my body is every girls dream body. No offense.)

      Overall, my life is awful and complicated. And that's not even all.

      -AlliKeeperFan

      you could tell him you would ho with him, but tell him that its NOT a date, and that you like someone else, but would be happy to go with him to the banquet, just as friends. ALSO at last paragraph screams the Me inside of me form heathers.

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    • "No one thinks a pretty girl has feelings;
      but I weep for all I failed to be.
      Maybe I can help the world by leaving;
      Maybe that the me inside of me."

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    • just dont kys

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    • dont attempt suicide, NEVER ATTEMPT SUICIDE

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    • NEVER.

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    • You guys don't understand how this works. I've never been depressed, but people can't relate, and they just think Who would be stupid enought to think they'd like to be dead! They're just crazy kids who don't know what they're doing Thats what most people think. And you don't understand that those who think that are going through so much, and just saying DONT YOU DARE DO THAT won't help it. And I don't mean to be rude or anything, okay? I'm just saying that its not that easy to let it go.

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    • ok, we understand

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    • yes we understand.

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    • I'm sorry if I made you get angry at me ):

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    • I meant for the tone to be sweet, but I don't really know how to do that with those words, sorry again ):D

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    • SOORRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY D:

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    • I think they forgive you

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      I meant for the tone to be sweet, but I don't really know how to do that with those words, sorry again ):D

      It's ok

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    • Awww this thread makes me feel bad about worrying about my problems. I'm so tired of this world beating wonderful people up! Could I join? I might maybe-ish be able to help a little?

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    • You sent a message so BOOM YOU’RE IN

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    • Thanks, wolfie ZD. Honestly, I'm kind of hesitant to share this with anyone, but, at the same time, I still kind of want to...So, very long story short, me and my brothers (I have three) are under the guardianship (that's a word, right?) of my aunt, and in summary, she treats us very, very badly. A few of the ways I can relate to you guys- I have anxiety (not depression) and insomnia, and someone super super close to me (my older sister, actually) passed over two years ago. I totally get how you feel, it's like, "Really, world? Why do you do this?" But I'm trying to learn to confide in some of my close friends at school, even though I'm still very wary around them b/c my aunt has moved us around quite a bit. Anyways, I don't want to make this too long ZD. CJ, Magix, Alli, Juli, whoever else??? I really really hope everything gets better for you all. I hate seeing people I think are great (or people I don't think are so great) go through horrible things.

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    • That’s horrible Berlynn :O Have you tried talking to Child care or people like that? If your aunt is that bad you could go to a friends sleepover and ask their parents to contact Child Protective Services.

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    • but if she does that, who will she live with, she would just go to foster care where the workers do even worse stuff to her.

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    • I don't think they'd take us seriously, and plus, it's common French people are rude, so they'd probably think my aunt was just...extra French ZD. But, she's family, and there have been short periods of time she's gotten slightly better and apoligized to me and my brothers. I just...don't think that's a good idea. I don't want to risk making things worse, if that makes sense.

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    • It does... I guess you should just try to be nice to her? I’m horrible at advice

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    • Lol same here, wolfie. I wish that would work, though. Anyways...I hope your situation improves. Your sister pushed you down the stairs??? That's...despicable. Yeah, I like that word. 

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    • hi

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    • hey

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    • First of all: Are there any other relatives you have? Maybe that you know would treat you three more nicely? Also:

      SOMEBIDY HELP ME I FORGOT MY DRAMA COSTUMR AND TODAY IS THE FRIKIN PLAY AND I DIDNT KNIW WE WERE SUPPOSED TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL TILL 7 PM SO I DIDNT BRING AND NOW IM WAITING AS THE BUS GOES THROUGH THE ROAD TO MY HOUSE WITH SUUUUUSH SUSPENSE AND AAAGGHHHHH
      
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    • Kotlcrulz wrote:
      hey

      Hey!!

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    • Julihorse wrote:
      First of all: Are there any other relatives you have? Maybe that you know would treat you three more nicely?

      Also:

      SOMEBIDY HELP ME I FORGOT MY DRAMA COSTUMR AND TODAY IS THE FRIKIN PLAY AND I DIDNT KNIW WE WERE SUPPOSED TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL TILL 7 PM SO I DIDNT BRING AND NOW IM WAITING AS THE BUS GOES THROUGH THE ROAD TO MY HOUSE WITH SUUUUUSH SUSPENSE AND AAAGGHHHHH
      

      Oh no!!! Well, good luck with your play!

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    • OH NO, GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR PLAY!!! OR SHOULD I SAY: BREAK A LEG!

      Well...my dad, and his new wife. But...i really dont want to do that lolz.

      HI KOTLCRULZ

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    • OH NO, GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR PLAY!!! OR SHOULD I SAY: BREAK A LEG!

      Well...my dad, and his new wife. But...i really dont want to do that lolz.

      HI KOTLCRULZ

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    • Meanwhile, I need to get ready for dress rehearsal for dance for the big competition next Sunday, so gotta go, Cece! See you tomorrow, talk later! Bye!

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    • what play?

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    • juliehorse, what play

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    • She’s probably at it right now... best not to bug her

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    • Why do you ask though? Are you going to a play?

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    • So I just got (this is not his real name I'm just going to call him this) Evan's phone number, and my sister is being so nosy about it. I get into the car after math bowl practice: she tries to grab the paper from me, and she laughs as I say it's a boy. What's so wrong about having a boy's phone number. And the worst thing is, I don't have a phone and I don't know my mom or dad's phone number so I gave him my house phone number. And my sister could awnser it. And if she finds out, she can tell her annoying friend and they will probably make me die of emmbarisment. All I want is to be a normal kid with some friends who I can talk to. It's so annoying that my parents gave HER a phone, when they know that I should get it because I'm the more responsible one and I'm the oldest. And she is 7. I'M A COUPLE YEARS OLDER THAN HER SO WHERE IS THE LOGIC IN THAT!?!?

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • yikes, im so sorry.

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    • CJDaCookieWLF wrote:
      Why do you ask though? Are you going to a play?

      im going to a play once i finish my essay where you chose 3 people that overcame challenges, I chose Scipio, Leonidas, and as a troll the russian winter

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    • ...the last one actually makes the most sense.

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    • lol iknow

      Swedish invasion of 1707[edit]

      Main article: Swedish invasion of Russia

      In the Great Northern WarCharles XII of Sweden invaded Russia in 1707. The Russians retreated, adopting a scorched-earth policy. This winter was the most brutal of the 18th century, so severe that the seaport of Venice froze during the Great Frost of 1709. Charles' 35,000 troops were crippled, and by spring only 19,000 were left. The Battle of Poltava in late June 1709 sealed the end of the Swedish Empire.[2]

      French invasion of 1812[edit]

      Main article: French invasion of Russia

      [1]

      Charles Minard's graph showing the strength of the Grande Armée as it marched to Moscow and back, with temperature (in Réaumur) plotted on the lower graph for the return journey. –30 degrees Réaumur = –37.5 °C = –35.5 °F

      [2]

      The Night Bivouac of Napoleon's Army during retreat from Russia in 1812.

      Napoleon's Grande Armée of 610,000 men invaded Russia, heading towards Moscow, in the beginning of summer on 24 June 1812. The Russian army retreated before the French and again burnt their crops and villages, denying the enemy their use. Napoleon's army was ultimately reduced to 100,000. His army suffered further, even more disastrous losses on the retreat from Moscow, which started in October. Multiple sources concur that winter and its aftermath was only a contributing factor to Napoleon's defeat and retreat.[3][4][1]

      To counter claims that the French defeat resulted from winter weather, Denis Davydov published a military historical analysis, titled "Was it Frost that Devastated the French Army in 1812?", wherein he demonstrated that the French suffered casualties in battles during relatively mild weather and outlined multiple causes for their defeat. He drew on both his direct observations and on those of foreign commentators, including French authors.[4]

      According to Chew in 1981, the main body of Napoleon's Grande Armée, initially at least 378,000 strong, "diminished by half during the first eight weeks of his invasion, before the major battle of the campaign. This decrease was partly due to garrisoning supply centres, but disease, desertions, and casualties sustained in various minor actions caused thousands of losses. At the Battle of Borodino on 7 September 1812—the only major engagement fought in Russia—Napoleon could muster no more than 135,000 troops and he lost at least 30,000 of them to gain a narrow and pyrrhic victory almost 600 miles inside hostile territory. The sequels were his uncontested and self-defeating occupation of Moscow and his humiliating retreat, which began on 19 October, before the first severe frosts later that month and the first snow on 5 November."[1] Lieven cites the difficulty of finding food for troops and forage for horses in winter as an important contributing factor.[3]

      Allied intervention in Russia, winter 1918–19[edit]

      Main article: Siberian Intervention

      During the Northern Russian Expedition of the Allied intervention in the Russian Civil War, both sides, the Allied forces and the Bolshevik Red Army knew or quickly learned the principles of winter warfare and applied them whenever possible. However both sides had their resources strained and at times one side or other suffered the severe consequences of underpreparedness, but Chew concluded that winter did not provide a decisive advantage to any of the combatants.[1]

      German invasion of 1941[edit]

      Main article: Operation Barbarossa

      During World War II, the Wehrmacht lacked necessary supplies, such as winter uniforms, due to the many delays in the German army's movements. At the same time, Hitler's plans for Operation Barbarossa actually miscarried before the onset of severe winter weather: neither Hitler nor the General Staff anticipated a long campaign lasting into the winter, and therefore adequate preparations, such as the distribution of warm clothing and winterization of vehicles and lubricants, were not made.[5] In fact his eastern army suffered more than 734,000 casualties (about 23% of its average strength of 3,200,000) during the first five months of the invasion before the winter started.[1] On 27 November 1941, Eduard Wagner, the Quartermaster General of the German Army, reported that "We are at the end of our resources in both personnel and material. We are about to be confronted with the dangers of deep winter."[1] Also of note is the fact that the unusually early winter of 1941 cut short the rasputitsa season, improving logistics in early November, with the weather still being only mildly cold.[1]

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote:
      So I just got (this is not his real name I'm just going to call him this) Evan's phone number, and my sister is being so nosy about it. I get into the car after math bowl practice: she tries to grab the paper from me, and she laughs as I say it's a boy. What's so wrong about having a boy's phone number. And the worst thing is, I don't have a phone and I don't know my mom or dad's phone number so I gave him my house phone number. And my sister could awnser it. And if she finds out, she can tell her annoying friend and they will probably make me die of emmbarisment. All I want is to be a normal kid with some friends who I can talk to. It's so annoying that my parents gave HER a phone, when they know that I should get it because I'm the more responsible one and I'm the oldest. And she is 7. I'M A COUPLE YEARS OLDER THAN HER SO WHERE IS THE LOGIC IN THAT!?!?

      -AlliKeeperFan

      I get it. I have gthe smallest bedroom in the house, and my younger sister, THE YOUNGEST IN THE FAMILY, has the second biggest (my parents' is the biggest) Not as signifigant as a phone, but I do get what you're talking about.

      -Chloe

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    • I have the second biggest room, but it's not as big as you think. Technically, my sister has the second largest room because she has more space to move around. My bed is really big so I have less space. BUT SHE JUST WALKS RIGHT IN LIKE IT'S NO BIG DEAL, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME NOT BEING IN THERE, AND MESSES THINGS UP. AND THEN I HAVE TO CLEAN IT.

      -AlliKeeperFan

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    • I have to share with my older sis.

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    • Well what a day I had today

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote: juliehorse, what play

      Its a one act play of 3 acts: First "Small actors" Then "how to eat like a child" And "The internet is distract, OH LOOK A KITTEN!'

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    • IF YOU WERE THERE IMA EXPLODE

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    • So my sister thinks it's okay to barge into my room, then my bathroom and ask "Can I have the iPad now?" And I told her to wait until I'm off the toilet, and she just stands there. For five minutes.

      I can't wait to move out

      (And this is AlliKeeperFan's new account)

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    • 47.196.178.210 wrote: So I just got (this is not his real name I'm just going to call him this) Evan's phone number, and my sister is being so nosy about it. I get into the car after math bowl practice: she tries to grab the paper from me, and she laughs as I say it's a boy. What's so wrong about having a boy's phone number. And the worst thing is, I don't have a phone and I don't know my mom or dad's phone number so I gave him my house phone number. And my sister could awnser it. And if she finds out, she can tell her annoying friend and they will probably make me die of emmbarisment. All I want is to be a normal kid with some friends who I can talk to. It's so annoying that my parents gave HER a phone, when they know that I should get it because I'm the more responsible one and I'm the oldest. And she is 7. I'M A COUPLE YEARS OLDER THAN HER SO WHERE IS THE LOGIC IN THAT!?!?

      -AlliKeeperFan

      OK, so maybe you can try hiding the phone under your bed? ):D thats probably not an option. Okay. Look: I know you think your sis hates you and enjoys to anoy you, and she probably does enjoy it.BUT, im sure she'll understand when you tell her whats goin on, and she'll see that you need it :) Because she cares, and she cant help it. Becaus eyour sisters, and even though you might hate each other most of the time, you stil care. And Im saying this from expierence (; Those feelings are on the heart, not in the mind, so why dont you give it a try and ask her if she answers the phone to give it to you because its a really important thing, and if she asks for an explanation and you cant open up, just do a deal idk xd

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    • I honestly think you are right, but she stalks everything ok do. It gets super annoying, but I can't do anything about it. And then she is always going to annoy me if I call Evan, teasing me if he's my boyfriend. Now there's a difference between friends and sisters. When we traded phone numbers, one of Evans friends said " This is just Evan's secret plan to get a girlfriend. "We both told him to shut up, and that was all the teasing. But with Bella, (not her real name but I'm going to call her that) she will never stop until we get toghether. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS! CAN YOU STOP PLEASE!!! That is what I will say to her when she is stalking our convos. for the 500th time. I just want to talk to my friends, but she will never stop until we get toghether. AND SHE IS ONLY SEVEN. She doesn't need to get in on all our convos. Or everything involving me. Bella tends to get SUPER annoying.

      Now I really want to barricade my room with wood and chairs. She is going to tease me for the rest of my life.

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    • Why not try talking to your parents, not like 'mooooooooom, my sister's being meeeeeaaan' but explain how you feel and how that bugs you. I dunno. Just advice that might work.

      -Chloe

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    • Guys, so my best friend (except she isn't really my best friend anymore and i'll probably mention her a lot, so i'll give her a fake name, Jenna) is always copying off my french homework. SHe'll just kind of be like "I don't know what this one is. What did you write . . ." and then basically copy all my answers. It makes me super uncomfortable, but if I tell her to stop, she'll get upset, and tell her mom, who'll tell my mom, who'll get me in trouble. 

      The thing is, she gets away with breaking my trust over and over because of her anxiety. I have anxiety, as well, and I haven't told anyone any of her secrets, so why does she have to treat all of mine like jokes?

      And whenever I mention friends from outside of school, she'll interogate me, and be like "do you like them better than me?" or "how good of friends are you?" and I'm just answering things like "I like you guys all the same" or "we're . . . friends" and then she'll just ask the questions again, except "no, but, do you like them more than me?"

      But the worst thing is, no one else knows about this, and if I tell them, they'll just say it's fine, or that it's because of her anxiety. Like I said, I HAVE ANXIETY, TOO. AND OCD. So why does she get away with all this?

      My mom literally thinks that her friendship is the best thing that ever happened to me, or something. She'll be like, "are you and Jenna still friends?" and I'll say yes, and then ask why, and she'll say "Her friendship is so specail, and it isn't something to lose."

      aaaaaaagh. why?

      -Chloe

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    • Sorry about that, that's not a fun situation to be in.

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    • Maybe you can try talking to someone else about her copying, not just her?? Because if you were to explain about the homework to someone else first, you may not get into as much trouble. Also, maybe you can try to HELP her. Is there a time you guys could meet up and you could help her get better with her French?? And if she treats your secrets like jokes, maybe you need to explain that you keep her secrets, and you just want her to keep yours. I know that's only one of your problems with her, but it might help. Sorry, not the best at giving advice! :)

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    • ooooooooooh, you can get her duolingo. just tell her that you aret going to let her copy off you any,ore, but tell you are going to help her learn it instead of just copying answers. and then tell her about duolingo and how it can help yu learn many different languages. and if it doesnt work, dont do your homework around her also stop telling her about your secrets, in fact stop telling her you even have secrets. and if she brings your other firends, bring up her other friends and interoggate her about her other firends. if these tactics dont work, stop doing your homework around her. and put up binders between you and her when you have tests. if all elese fails start keeping a recored of texts and diary entries of ways she has betrayed your trust and ways she makes you feel uncomfortable and how you feel and repetedly mentioning your anxiety, and aftr a few months, start doing the stuff she has dome to you to her. is there a subject shes better at thatn you, copy her homework and tell her secrets and interoggate her about her other firends. whan she tattle tales, tell them about how she has dome all of tis stuff to you nand show them your diary entries and text messages. if they say, that its because she has anxiety, tell them you have anxiety.

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    • 174.6.16.240 wrote:
      Guys, so my best friend (except she isn't really my best friend anymore and i'll probably mention her a lot, so i'll give her a fake name, Jenna) is always copying off my french homework. SHe'll just kind of be like "I don't know what this one is. What did you write . . ." and then basically copy all my answers. It makes me super uncomfortable, but if I tell her to stop, she'll get upset, and tell her mom, who'll tell my mom, who'll get me in trouble. 

      The thing is, she gets away with breaking my trust over and over because of her anxiety. I have anxiety, as well, and I haven't told anyone any of her secrets, so why does she have to treat all of mine like jokes?

      And whenever I mention friends from outside of school, she'll interogate me, and be like "do you like them better than me?" or "how good of friends are you?" and I'm just answering things like "I like you guys all the same" or "we're . . . friends" and then she'll just ask the questions again, except "no, but, do you like them more than me?"

      But the worst thing is, no one else knows about this, and if I tell them, they'll just say it's fine, or that it's because of her anxiety. Like I said, I HAVE ANXIETY, TOO. AND OCD. So why does she get away with all this?

      My mom literally thinks that her friendship is the best thing that ever happened to me, or something. She'll be like, "are you and Jenna still friends?" and I'll say yes, and then ask why, and she'll say "Her friendship is so specail, and it isn't something to lose."

      aaaaaaagh. why?

      -Chloe

      Look, I think you should tell her to stop. For real, and you know what? If she gets mad about it, then she's not truly your friend. You shouldn't care if she tells her mom, becasue its NOT right to copy of your homework! she's supposed to do it! Not oyu! I'm sure your mom will understand. I'm suspecting your "Friend"" isn't tellinh her mom the hole story, so if her mom calls your mom, explain to your mom what's really happening. Don't be afraid to speak up when you know your right : )

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    • UUUUUUUUUUUUGH! my mom just one the hamilton lottery for new yourk for tomarrow. She already saw it twice, and shes taking dad. this will be his second time seing it, i saw it once. i really want to see it again, but shes taking dad, he went LAST time. its my turn.

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    • But NO! shes taking DAD

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    • IM the one who wanted to see hamilton in the first place. if I hadnt wanted to see, she would not want to see it for the 3RD time if ii didnt want to see it. I even like it more than DAD.

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    • ^vewy sadness

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    • So I have figured out something. When you and your friends exchange phone numbers, they are waiting for you to call them. So are you. So I'm just playing some games when the phone rings. It's not Evan, but I go and grab the paper he gave me. And I keep it with me so I don't have to run all the way to my room to get it. So, I put it on a table and my sister goes and grabs it. I snatch it away from her and she starts crying. YOUR LOOKING AT MY PRIVATE STUFF! I WILL TAKE IT FROM YOU! And my mom asks what is going on, and Bella says that I punched her. I say that I took the paper away from her. And my mom was the paper before. And Bella had filed it before I got it back. My mom sends her to her room. But when I come upstairs to my room,she punches me for getting her in trouble. SHE JUST GOT SENT TO HER ROOM. YOUR IPAD IS IN THERE!!!! WHY ARE YOU UPSET!?!?

      And then, later we are doing my science project. Bella comes down from her room, and sees the cookies we made. My science project was with cookies so, we just baked them. And we just got them out of the oven. Then she asks for one. SHE KNOWS THAT COOKIES TAKE LIKE FIVE MINUTES TO COOL SO YOU CAN'T HAVE IT. But after we taste test them, she goes over there and picks another one up. She says that she wants this one to eat and my mom yells at her for being greedy. She starts crying again and blames it on me. What is her problem?

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    • Hey! Atleast your mother stood up for you kind of!!!

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    • Progress!

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    • Guys I just hae to tell you something:

      I think I'm gonna leave the wiki, for good. all my friends have left me, and I just feel like I don't belong here.

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    • It is progress.

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    • Why Do you want to leave the wiki?

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    • I just kind of feel out of place, and most of my friends just have not contacted me. you can read what I posted on my message wall, which explains it.

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    • You have us :3

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    • Also, Alli; Your sister's problem is called being a little sister

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    • Also, I think you should talk to your friend in person ):D not in phone, because its almost like you talking to us in your electronics but in real life ):D Just saying, you don't have to

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    • That must suck, my brother is older not younger than me so I don’t have the same problems with him but I feel rlly bad for u. -Potatohead

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    • my lil sis is nice, but my lil bros are bad boys.

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    • Hi!

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    • Venting sounds real nice right now

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    • Go ahead and vent then :)

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    • Hi! So basically, this all started at the beginning of 7th grade. One of my best friends moved away and the other started going to a different school. Then, my dad got sick. It's not anything fatal but there's nothing to cure it either. Basically, any sort of cold or bacteria can turn pretty dangerous for him really quick. This means we have to change clothes when we get home, we're not allowed to have people over, so on, so on. It sucks because everything came kind of sudden. Also, I'm not one to dump stuff on other people so I normally keep all of my stress and emotions bottled up. The issue with this is when I finally build up the courage to tell someone how much this effects me, they just blame it on a "bad day" because I've never expressed this stuff before. I don't really have anyone to talk about it to so that makes it worse. I also can never tell how serious my dad's situation is because I feel like my parents don't want to worry me. This along with all of the pressures of being a teenager, I'm just always feeling like something's trying to hold me back. The other problem with my dad's condition is whenever any of my family is sick, we're kind of isolated. You know how when you don't feel good you always want a big hug rom your parents? Well, I can't get that hug without putting my dad at a risk of getting really sick. My mom keeps telling me "He's not going to die or anything" and as great as that is, I want more for my dad than "not dying". He loves teaching more than anything in the world but he can't work because he's not allowed to be around people. Even just aound us, there's a chane we picked something up from school and, without knowing it, gave it to my dad. It's pretty stressful and it sucks that there's nothing I can do. Anyway, this is turning out to be longer than I thought so... sorry.

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    • It's ok I think your a really strong person 

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    • Thank you! It means a lot to hear that! I look forward to getting to know you!

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    • Wow, that sounds rough. I really wish there was something I could say to you, but I I've never really been in that situation. Just know that you are a very strong person.

      -Chloe

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    • This sounds amazing. Can I join?

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    • Im pretty sure you can just join, I don't really know though

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    • GUYS!!!!!! YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELEIVE IT!!!!!!

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    • WHAT!!!

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    • RaeWood739 wrote: Hi! So basically, this all started at the beginning of 7th grade. One of my best friends moved away and the other started going to a different school. Then, my dad got sick. It's not anything fatal but there's nothing to cure it either. Basically, any sort of cold or bacteria can turn pretty dangerous for him really quick. This means we have to change clothes when we get home, we're not allowed to have people over, so on, so on. It sucks because everything came kind of sudden. Also, I'm not one to dump stuff on other people so I normally keep all of my stress and emotions bottled up. The issue with this is when I finally build up the courage to tell someone how much this effects me, they just blame it on a "bad day" because I've never expressed this stuff before. I don't really have anyone to talk about it to so that makes it worse. I also can never tell how serious my dad's situation is because I feel like my parents don't want to worry me. This along with all of the pressures of being a teenager, I'm just always feeling like something's trying to hold me back. The other problem with my dad's condition is whenever any of my family is sick, we're kind of isolated. You know how when you don't feel good you always want a big hug rom your parents? Well, I can't get that hug without putting my dad at a risk of getting really sick. My mom keeps telling me "He's not going to die or anything" and as great as that is, I want more for my dad than "not dying". He loves teaching more than anything in the world but he can't work because he's not allowed to be around people. Even just aound us, there's a chane we picked something up from school and, without knowing it, gave it to my dad. It's pretty stressful and it sucks that there's nothing I can do. Anyway, this is turning out to be longer than I thought so... sorry.

      Wow, just . . . wow. I mean, youre probably the strongest person Ive ever heard of. I honestly cant relate, but I know that feeling. I think you should try and open up to someone close to you, because carrying all of that alone . . . I seriusly dont know how you keep yourself togheter ):D and talking bout it helps a lot, trust me. It feels like now your not alone, like someone can finally see what you're going through and understand ):D And dont br afraid to talk about it, because if that person you choose trully cares, theyll see whats going on. ):D

      Also, dont apologize, Im glad you shared that with us.

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote: GUYS!!!!!! YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELEIVE IT!!!!!!

      SUSPENSE :O

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    • Thank you! I've been trying to get in touch with the best friend who goes to another school but she hasn't been answering my texts. It really did help to let that all out though and I wanted to thank you guys for being so supportive and kind.

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    • Julihorse wrote:

      KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote: GUYS!!!!!! YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELEIVE IT!!!!!!

      SUSPENSE :O

      What??? What are we not going to believe????

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    • WHAT WILL I NOT BELIEVE THOUGH!!!

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    • You can't say that to a group of readers, we start assuming the worst!!!! What is it?!?!

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    • ... and then silence

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    • FELIX FROM MIRACULOUS LADYBUG IS AN *swears violently*!!!!!!

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    • ... what happened?

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    • Alright then

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    • RaeWood739 wrote:

      Julihorse wrote:

      KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote: GUYS!!!!!! YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BELEIVE IT!!!!!!

      SUSPENSE :O
      What??? What are we not going to believe????

      i made pancakes!

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    • OUT OF ​​​​​​'''​​​​​​​BREAD

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    • Ah, so you made a tortilla.

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    • Oof okay

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    • NO! it was an actual pancake. it wasnt ONLY bread, it was bread, milk, cinnoman, and eggs. but STILL! BREAD! (Oh! and it had bannana's too)

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    • Lol, I love how excited this makes you

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    • Hey! Personally I’m down to eat it now

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    • Pancakes are great!

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    • True

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    • SparklyMagix wrote:
      FELIX FROM MIRACULOUS LADYBUG IS AN *swears violently*!!!!!!

      OH MY GOD YES!!!!! JKdHEIWMCIWMjwjiciwe9dEJW ​​​​

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote: OUT OF ​​​​​​'''​​​​​​​BREAD


      . . . 
      

      I ALMOST THOUGHT YOU MET THE AUTHOR XD, although that does sound really cool!

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      NO! it was an actual pancake. it wasnt ONLY bread, it was bread, milk, cinnoman, and eggs. but STILL! BREAD! (Oh! and it had bannana's too)

      Wow. What? Like french toast?

      -Chloe

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    • KOTLCandBROADWAY wrote:
      NO! it was an actual pancake. it wasnt ONLY bread, it was bread, milk, cinnoman, and eggs. but STILL! BREAD! (Oh! and it had bannana's too)

      Wow. What? Like french toast?

      -Chloe

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    • yes, we started out making french toast, but then we mashed up the bread and turned it into a pancake

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    • So I have this project in school and I finished it. But now, I have to do it all over again. It took me two hours to do everything, and it ended up with me getting a mass headache. I'll rather get a C or lower than have to re-do it all over again. What should I do?

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    • Uhhmmm what did you do wrong?

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    • So my protect is with cookies. And I made five different cookies. (Wait..... Do you guys have steam fair? Cause this is what I'm talking about.) And my teacher didn't say we had to do one thing per trial. But I did anyway. And now that is one trial. Now I have to spend around eight more hours on cookies. Can't I have a break?

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    • What is the project?

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    • yeah?

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    • her project is a steam fair. its like a science fair. right?

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    • It's like a science fair. But it's awful.

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    • STEAM stands for science, technology, enigneering, art, and math, right?

      I do the STEM program at my school, wih is basically the same thing.\

      -Chloe

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    • I need help. I just continuously get random depression spikes everyday, and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it. Whenever I’m about too I hesitate and end up not doing it because I feel like it’s just burdening them. I don’t know why, I enjoy helping people with their problems and I helped one of my friends out of depression. But whenever I need to talk I just shove the words down into me and don’t speak them. What am I supposed to do? I can’t talk to my parents or sister because they think that these things are just jokes when it comes to mental stuff. And I’m homeschooled very closely watched by my parents. I’m running a huge risk by even messaging this because my parents don’t even like me being online and talking to people...

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    • Ah, I'm constantly reminded by by brother not to do that (bottle up myself). It's difficult, I know. But you really, really, really should talk to someone. I don't know what else to tell you to do...

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    • That's terrible. I'm so sorry! It's not okay that your family thinks that kind of stuff is a joke. Maybe if you have a friend that goes to public school, they could tell and adult there. I know that (at my school at least) there are a lot of resourses for kids struggling with this kind of stuff. I'm sure they would be open to helping you even if you didn't attend the school. This situation sucks but you seem like a great person. If you ever have anything you need to talk about, you can message me anytime! (;

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    • Ok, I wanna say something, but right now I'm in science class and I NEED FRIKIN HELLLPPP

      I MEAN, HOW DO YOU ADD A BACKGROUND PICTURE TO A SLIDE? WHY DO ADULTS LIKE TO COMPLICATE THEIR LIVES AND MAKE EVERYTHING SO SOMPLICATED?? 

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