I have to leave the wiki....My mom doesn't approve of me talking to strangers, so I'm leaving one last note...about the real me.
For a month, I struggled with depression. I know it seems like everyone has at some point, but...it got bad. So bad to a point where I physically harmed myself every night, cursing myself. I was haunted by I'm not good enough...disapointment....worthless...waste...unloved...the usual. I managed to stop.
For only a little bit.
The voice came back, thi time haunting my self image. I soon found myself battling a small eating disorder. Not as big as others', but still there. I relished the sense of control, the aching in my stomach, telling myself it was for the greater good, and that I deserved it.
I've stopped that as well, but the voice never truly goes away. It's always there, in the back of my mind. I act crazy and bubbly on this wiki, but that's just a digital mask I wear.
I don't want anyone else to struggle with what I struggle with. Just know you make me proud. You have worth. And, even though I haven't met you...I love you, just the way you are.
I didn't see this and I may not know you well, but remember that you are valid, you are good enough, you are loved and that you will never deserve pain. You're perfect the way you are, and you will be missed <3