• Bio “I feel like my whole life is just one big error.”—Robin, Stranger Things, Season 3

    “I have been left out of everything for as long as I can remember.”—Vanya, the Umbrella Academy
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Badge of the week:

Don't try

To tell me

I'm loved or beautiful

Or kind or helpful

We both know

It's a lie

{{It's a lie}}

actually very helpful

I'm Fine

{{I'm Fine}} CC

Look, I don’t want to hear it.

Unless you got some actual advice for me, don’t bother.

I’m tired of hearing “I’m always there for you!”s and “Oof that sucks”s all the time, because it’s not helping. I’m not here for your life story and I’m not here for you to pity me, okay? I know this badge is rude, and I apologize for that, but I just can’t do this anymore.

I’m not going on any walls and I don’t want to talk about it more than I already have, okay? I came here to rant about my life and ask for some help, or just to get it “out there”. And I know that this sounds dramatic given how much people “probably” don’t care about my life rants, given how many “oof”s were responded, and the automatic play written “I’m always here for you!”s, because we both know that you don’t really mean it.

Look, even if you can relate, you can’t understand and you never will so just stop.

I’m sorry I’m just in a bad mood. No coding credits because everyone is going to hate me if I do.

Leave Me Alone.

I'm sorry that this badge seems awfully rude.

But either I've had a crappy day or maybe I'm just feeling that way.

No, I don't want to talk about it, so don't even bring it up, and don't bother telling me that you're always there for me because that just makes me feel worse.

Either I'm angry, sad, depressed, or... some other emotion, or a combination of those.

As of now, my wall is closed, and I probably won't be answering notifs.

So don't even try.


Tired badge


I care


I'm done


{{I Care, but}}

Sleep doesn't help

If it's your soul

That's Tired

{{Not Sleep}}

The worst kind of pain is

When you're smiling

Just to stop

The tears from falling

{{Worst Kind Of Pain}}

Have you ever been so sad that

You really want to be alone

But at the same time

You really wish there was

someone you could talk to

{{But At The Same Time}}

I'm not mad

I'm hurt

There's A Difference

{{There's A Difference}}

I hate myself

But I can't tell you that

You'd tell me not to

But you don't understand

{{You Don't Understand}}

Isn't it sad when you

get hurt so much you

can finally say

"I'm used to it"

{{Isn't It Sad}}

I don't remember

What it's like

To not feel


{{I Don't Remember}}
I hate myself
It sucks, but its all my fault, I'm not worth it. I'm dumb, I can't do anything. I don't matter. I'm not special, so please just don't. Don't try and tell me I mean a to them or that I'm worth it because I'm really not. So please just don't. I don't want to hear it. You might feel bad for me but I'd prefer if you didn't because I'm fine, torn, broken and a mess, but I'm fine. I'm worthless, but fine, I shouldn't even be complaining I'm sure there a ton of people who have it worse, I don't have the right to feel this way, but I do, like I said I'm broken and I hate myself.

Please ask LoveKeeperShips123 to use and then if permission given use {{I hate myself}}

I, I just don't know what to do
It just feels like my world is crumbling and there's nothing I can do, people I care about are hurting themselves and I can't stop it. All I can do I sit back and watch my world fall apart. I just don't know how. I push my feelings and memories away, I ignore my pain and try to forget, I try to immerse myself in worlds that aren't mine but every time I have to come back, to this dull, colorless, painful world. I don't know what to do. I don't want to talk about my problems its to hard.

Only Twilight/LoveKeeperShip123 use please, unless you ask me, then whatever{{I Don't Know What To Do}}

You're not sensitive

You're not overreacting

If it hurts you

It hurts you

Don't let anyone invalidate

Your feelings


{{If It Hurts}}

It hurts when you realise you

were never as important

to someone as they

pretended you were

{{When You Realise}}

I am

Fading away

Slowly and

You're not even


{{Fading Away}}

I am


DoNe dOnE

Done donE


Just Done


I miss me

the old me

the happy me

the bright me

the smiling me

the laughing me

the gone me

{{I Miss Me}}

Real depression

Is when you stop

Loving the things

You love

{{Real Depression}}

She is dangerous

When she's hurt

She can easily destroy

Everything around her

But she doesn't


She destroys herself

{{She's Dangerous}}


I don't care anymore

I'm done


Sometimes I just wanna

Run away & see

who actually cares

{{I Just...}}

The worst feeling

In the world

Is knowing

You've been

Lied and used to

{{The Worst Feeling}}

If you hate me

Just tell me

I'd rather you be honest

Than try to spare my feelings

I'd understand

{{If You Hate Me}}

Don't try

To tell me

I'm loved or beautiful

Or kind or helpful

We both know

It's a lie

{{It's a lie}}

I'm Hurt

I'm dying

I'm suicidal

I'm depressed

I'm unloved

I'm ugly

I'm worthless

I'm alone

I need help

I'm Fine

Sorry this badge is only for Amber to use

^ Amber gave me permission to use that


I'm fine. Don't worry.

Why would you even want to put this anywhere?

You really shouldn't unless you're Lili, you know.

Oh, so you want to put this somewhere? FINE!

Put {{Fine}} somewhere to tell people you're fine.

Coding Credits

^ You can use that because I don't care anymore.


"Just this time, Twelve. For Rue." ―Thresh to Katniss about Rue


"I'm hard to catch. If they can't catch me they can't kill me. So don't count me out." ―Rue to Caesar in the interview

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I'm fine

Am I a good friend?

The poll was created at 18:52 on September 22, 2020, and so far 0 people voted.


I know you wouldn't care if I left because I have and you didn't notice and I want to be a part of everything but I'm just done

Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere?

Have you ever felt like you could disappear?

Like you could fall, and no one would hear?

Are you, are you

Coming to the tree

Wear a necklace of rope

Side by side with me

Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true

Here is the place where I love you.

The world turned upside down

The world turned upside down

Down, down, down, down

I imagine death so much, it feels more like a memory

This is where it gets me, on my feet the enemy ahead of me

Look around, look around

At how lucky we are to be alive right now!

History is happening in Manhattan and we just

Happen to be

In the greatest city in the world

We keep living anyway.

We rise and we fall and we break

And we make our mistakes.

Sorry not sorry 'bout what I said

I'm just tryna have some fun

Don't worry, don't worry, don't lose your head

I didn't mean to hurt anyone

Sorry not sorry 'bout what I said

Don't lose your head

Why do you assume you're the smartest in the room?

Soon that attitude may be your doom

Why do you write like you're running out of time?

Write day and night like you're running out of time?

Everyday day you fight, like you're running out of time

Keep on fighting

In the meantime

Or you could die and we need you alive

I am more than willing to die

Head full of fantasies of dying like a martyr


Dying is easy, young man, living is harder




Hit ’em quick, get out fast

Stay alive ’til this horror show is past

We’re gonna fly a lot of flags half-mast

To the union!

To the revolution!

And the hope that you provide

(You provide)

May you always


Be satisfied

your little glass doll broke

no so fragile anymore, am I?

I shattered at the slightest amount of pressure before

I can withstand an earthquake now

how beautiful I am

compared to others

doesn't matter

we all know she was ugly when she broke

I'm stronger now

you're the first person I should blame

so don't try to stop me

it's a stormy day

and you can't help me

too far gone

and I'm breaking right in front of you

but you can't see me

or just don't care

either way

you don't help

it wouldn't make much of a difference if you tried to

once I'm lying in a coffin

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