This is an anonymous submission. Warning is emotional abuse by a parent. Contact me if you believe additional warnings are necessary.
My mom is just so confusing. One second she’s screaming at me and saying that I’m an idiot and that I’m selfish and constantly comparing me to my cousins who “sTuDy 20 hOuRs a dAy.” Then the next day, she’s all “you look so good, sweetie!” or “you’re the best daughter” like?? Then I feel guilty for like hating her when she was yelling at me because she’s being super nice.
Sometimes, she’s like “I only yell at you because I love you and want you to do well in life” like um- no. How does saying that I’m dumb and the worst mean you love me?
She’s just so confusing, her mood’s changing all. the. freaking. time. Like today, she was yelling at me for leaving a sock on the floor. But then now, she’s all like “i love you”
It just makes me feel guilty and weird. Yeah.