Thread:Yisroel1/@comment-38029853-20190710014031/@comment-35776050-20190712032240

My grandmother is talking down about my parents to my aunt who is obviously such a queen (note the sarcasm) when they're not home. It's not her place! And it bothers me so much but if i tell her she'll get mad. It bothers me so much when she does this, and she stopped for a while, but now she's doing it again and ughhhhhhhh. She's doing it right now and i just want to say something but i canttttttt. It's seriously eating at me. I cantttttttttttt†ttt. i love her so much but i hate her at the same time. It would be good for both of us if she went to my other aunt for a weekend, but she would never do it. She irks me so much and it's five minutes laer and she's STILL talking them down. I hate her so much. No i love her. I dont know. She's saying she's so "disgusted" and ughhhh. She thinks when they go shopping they really go out to eat while we're eating leftovers. And she's saying even more things and I just want to yell CAN YOU STOP IT ALREADY THEY ARE GOOD PEOPLE AND YOU THINK THEY ARE EVIL BUT NO THEY ARE NOT. I can't.... Now i think I might start crying. I just want to tell her HEY YOU KNOW I AM LISTENING AND THIS JUST MAKES ME HATE YOU EVEN MORE?But i dont hate her... i love her. it would be so much easier if i didnt love her. She's still talking and ive been ranting for a while now. I think i'm gonna send this but delete it after you read it. Okay, now she's talking about her sister. It's better now. Thanks. Thanks for being there even tho ur probably asleep. just thank you for being an option for me to rant and get myself heard. You dont even need to respond. just thank you so much