User blog:ItsACheeseSandwich/The delicate subject nobody wants to touch

I must warn you. This is a post unlike all previous posts, because you likely won't wnt to read it as soon as you know what it's about. As you may know from my currently lonley untouched posts, my home family doesn't like the subject of...

Crushes. So if you have have a hard time not judging, or have no crushes yourself, PLZ do not read on.

(Now you're probably like OOOF. NO, I DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE.) I would have said that too.

Then, I'd do the crazy thing and read the rest. The lesson? Don't follow my example. Stay back.

So, here I go. I'll start  by saying it isn't all that gross. There was a girl who went to my elementary school who had a crush on this guy. She was a really nice person, but her chances of being with him were nil. Because they were going to different schools the next year. *cries* Even so, her face would light up when she saw him, and she was so excited at the end of the year when we signed shirts, because he signed hers. That is the sort of romance that is NOT gross.

Just so you don't think I'm a bad person, I'll talk about myself. But if I know you in real life and you find this page, say nothing. Because it would be sooooo awkward if everyone, or even just one person, knew. Somehow, it's silly, because HEY, I am telling a couple friends and some virtual strangers about me and other people's love lives. In a minute, I'll probably take down this page, because it's hecka embarrassing. Just remind yourselves, you read KOTLC, with all its romance, so don't you DARE get on my case.

There was this guy in my class who I heard had a crush on me. Then I started thinking about how I had this dream about him a week ago (not creepy, just a crazy coincide), and does he really like me, and a sort of hope that he did but also that he didn't, because he was my BFF's good friend. But I sorta had a crush on him, and I think that we'll never be a thing, because it's not really a crush, just like a silly idea. Anyways, I think he doesn't even like me anymore, which is half a relief and half an aw I missed my chance.