Thread:72.205.23.158/@comment-173.72.133.129-20191211044312/@comment-72.205.23.158-20191213231007

(yeahhhh XD) Lalalalalallalallalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay that's probably enough lol

No no no u should NOT be apologizing rn I just thought u were super mad at me or something... sorry see look at me always misinterpriting things XD ... I'm so glad Naomi cause honestly I only told Cass about what's been happening because I was.. confused maybe? Constantly feeling like I was gonna cry like all day yesterday? Scared because I thought u were mad at me? But she helped cause she talked to me about it like explained it in a way that made sense and helped a lot... like at the Harvest party when Chris explained things to u when u knew I was upset and he helped u? No you SHOULDN'T BE APOLOGIZING!!! U have a right to want to hang out with your cousin and u literally just wrote a whole paragraph about how I'm being selfish (I'm not mad I agree with every word) so don't say that about me still! also... I'm a 3 w 4, remember? I got that four in there too. I should be saying sorry cause Ik you're going through all this and yet I'm still pushing my problems on you so that's on me so I'm so sorry. Okay but.. the reason I didn't tell you wasn't just because I couldn't put it into words (tho that was a HUGE part of it)... it was because I didn't want you to see me... cry... that's why I ran away........  But I'm okie now I think. (DON'T GET HURT!!!) 'what!? Nicki boy!? NO!!! XD *gasp* wait what if he does?? Omg THREE secret admirers then!? XD wait how were you texting him?? S:) OoooooOOOoooo XD jk' Yeah did u notice how jmuch he was talking to me yWednesday? And since the Statnicks are friends with them I asked her about it (well more like told her that it was weird that he was) and she said 'it would be a lie if I said I didn't know' and today we went to their house and I kinda got the truth out of her. Apparently he has a crush on me and he was talking about it to Benny so Pheobe saw it or somehting. I wish u could have been there but I get why you couldn't. Honestly tho I 'broke' Phoebe's tablet in the fixable way with all the spam we were texting back and forth... and maybe later maybe on SUnday I'll tell u a lil more aobut our conversation because honestly it was hiarious... and erm kinda makjing me not able to stop smiling.. Well only two now cause one of them is out in the open... okay wait just tell me are both of the ones u know of (the ones still secret anyways XD) my age? I'm sorry... I feel like I"ve been stopping u from talking to them I'm sowwy,... ):... (Plz don't tell Karisma I told u this but... more than once she's come home from church and we've had our lil girl talks in Kalista's room alone and she's started crying because she doesn't feel like she has any frineds... so when she comes up and tries to ocme up in the conversation... we should try to include her more... Probably my fault honestly...) Have I ever told u how much I love it when u call me silly goose? XD  (there's no way it did! Honestly I just thought u were like super mad at me and hated me but no way did that ruin our friendship and tehre is NO WAY I am letting something that little ruin our friendship.) Aww I wove you too! Do good in school okie? XD I wove u so so so much and I decided I don't feel like doing the rest of the school so I"m jsut goingto do part of it (which is somehting for a highschool Writing I am doing idk how long THAT is going to take but whatever XD) Also my brothers are watching Toy Story 4 and it is honestly so sad... XD... I should go od my school so bye for now I wove u so so so much <33333

-Black Panther