Board Thread:Clubs/@comment-43432691-20191126194337/@comment-43855949-20200114030749

(personal comments in bold)

Fitzforever wrote: I just need to write what I am feeling. WARNING THIS WILLL SOUND CHILDISH!

Every day I feel like I am cused. Cursed? I am socially awakward, '''uh.. i can relate?''' and I have said to many things that I regret later. ... I have no one to talk to because my friend hates me am i reading a message posted by myself in an alternate universe? (and he lives in a different city) and my other friends are younger than me so they don't understand me. My few friends are around my age, but I don’t understand them and they don’t understand me anyway.. My crush dosen't know I exist. My friend that is a girl wont talk to me because of rumors at school, ( I am a boy) And I am homeschooled we have a lot in common witch is exhausting '''yeah. what i have is the kind where i am given a list of things to do, try to create a personal schedule, trust myself to follow the nonexistent schedule later, try to follow it later, and make a last-minute save when i don’t.''' because I don't know that many people. '''what? knowing next to zero ppl is GOOD for home schooling because they don’t call you looking to play minecraft when you’re in the middle of oinking ALGEBRA.''' My brothers tease me about the "girl" books I am reading like Keeper of the Lost Cities and Let The Sky Fall. i guess im lucky i don’t have to deal with this bc i’m already transgender so my closer relatives understand completely.

I feel so alone i feel not alone enough dispite the fact that I have a couple friends, they are still to young to understand what I am feeling. uh you already said that.