User blog:PearBlossom/I was blind to who this person really was....

So..I just need to get some stuff out. This...person that I felt close to and he said he did too told me on Monday that we were over. And looking back, I don’t know what I saw in him. He couldn’t even give me a solid reason for why he left.

So on Monday, I was talking to him and he just asked if I would be sad because he didn’t have feelings for me anymore and walked off. I was really mad and hurt and couldn’t focus on anything the rest of the day. I wanted to cry so badly but I couldn’t. Halfway through the day, I almost broke down while talking to my best friend about it and I’m so grateful that she was and always is there for me. At my practice for sports, I felt a sort of relief. Once I got home, I said I was doing homework, but in truth.....I sat and cried more than I ever thought I would over this person. I didn’t feel like doing anything at all.

I think yesterday was when I realized he wasn’t worth it. I was over it and I went through my day fine. Today though, I learned he had spread some rumors among his friends that we were still a thing? I was so mad and I just didn’t know whether I wanted to cry or scream more. I told his friends that he was lying and honestly, I don’t know if it made any difference. I just hope that this all goes by faster than it is right now. And I hope that this person knows that my opinion of them is extremely different than it once was.