Board Thread:Clubs/@comment-43432691-20191126194337/@comment-174.6.16.240-20200113060611

Honestly, do you have a school councilor or someone to talk to? It may seem stupid, or too hard to approach and adult, but you sound like you might be depressed (from my own experience and how I've heard others talking about it), and the best thing to do it is to talk to a professional about it, because depression isn't something people should take lightly. You should explain your situation to your school councilor, or I'm sure there are help lines you could contact, but talk to someone. If you're too scared to go to the councilor alone, take a friend you trust with you. But you absoulutely cannot keep it bottled up. It doesn't help anyone. If start closing off from people, you worry them, and you will feel worse. I know it's hard to think it'll get better, I honestly don't think it'll get better for me, so I'm not going to tell you to look on the bright side. That's not something I can say sincerly. But don't give up. People care about you. Honestly, If I heard you died, I'd be devastated. I've only had contact with you through the internet, I don't know your real name, and you live in an entirely diffrent country from me, and I would be sad. So think about the people you know irl. They care about you. Maybe your parents don't care about emotions, but your parents are two people out of 7 billion (is that the right number?). There are so many people out there who want to help. There are so many people who love you.

I hate seeing anybody go through anything even remotely like what I'm going through, and I honestly just wish I could burst through the screen, and give you an elixir that would make it all better, but I can't. My only advice to you is talk to someone else, someone professional. Because how are two blind people going to show each other the way? I can't tell you anything that will make it better, because I'm in the same place as you. All I can say, is that I'm here if you need someone to rant to, or cry to, and I'll never run out of internet hugs to give you.

.*internet hug*

I hope you find your way through this all,

Chloe <3