Board Thread:RolePlay/@comment-40269172-20191111003449/@comment-2605:E000:121E:951:9433:7971:9BDF:DC0B-20191113053632

174.6.16.240 wrote: 2605:E000:121E:951:9433:7971:9BDF:DC0B wrote: “ you do?”, she asked,” you know how it feels to have no one proud of you? You know how it feels to have every day be a struggle of living up to your parents expectations? And you know HOW IT FEELS TO BE WORTHLESS?”, she knew it wasn’t Scarlett’s fault but Kemena has to say it out loud, knowing if she didn’t say anything she would go insane. "Yes," Scarlett said. "Yes, I do. After all, my dad told me I was worthless every day." her eyes misted, but she continued. "He said that I was useless, and I didn't deserve to live, and that I should want myself to die."

"And I kept on trying to make him happy, to make it so that he didn't think I was a waste of space. But nothing ever worked."

-Chloe “I’m sorry” Kemena said,” it’s not your fault-I’ve just never said it out loud before, just ignore your dad, I used to try to please my parents as much as I could and sometimes I still do but after a while- I realized they didn’t matter but I still find myself wishing that I could hear once just ONCE they would say they were proud of me”, she admitted as she felt the panic go away and could feel the aches from the bruises in her arms again and how much she wanted to eat or sleep.