Thread:CustardBursts/@comment-35776050-20181224230255

First of all, I'm sorry for all the hate you've been getting. You really don't deserve it. I just want you to know you're an amazing admin and person and anybody ho doesnt think that must be "shmookookookoo in the head", as my brothers would say. Please don't let it get to you. You're way to good for that.

Second of all, how's life? I've missed you so much and we haven talked in 4ever!!!!!

Third of all (here comes the long one), I think it's back. The anxiety, I mean. The last time I was in school was wednesday. (Yes, we have skl this week). I don't know what to do anymore. I can't handle it. I just can't. A midterms are coming up. And we have play pratice every sunday for 2 and a half hours AND until 6:30 twice a week. And it's mandatory. Too much stress for me. I need my routine back! My life was good until high school! Why is it so hard? I miss my friends. I miss my old teachers. I miss the quick and easy commute. I miss my old prinicipal. Even the super-grumpy secratary.

I was fine in school for these past few months, but practice started and something just, i dont know, snapped, i guess. And now i have tons of notes to make up. I hate high school.

On a happier note, I got the whole Unwanteds Series for Chanukah! Did you ever read it?

~Mallowmelt 