User blog comment:LIL'WINDOWCLEANER/Z's Birthday/@comment-38091275-20190706001105

I’ll put the message in the thread but here it is

This was...kinda like my goodbye message? ...anyways...

Dearest Z,

I wish I had gotten to say goodbye.

That’s a grim way to start a message, but I still feel so mad at myself every single time for being too late (the one day I didn’t stalk you, you left). Because every time I considered leaving, you were there for me with a message that made me feel better about myself and reminded me of the good times while also showing me how real life comes first yet online friends can help in so many different ways.

Flashback to my first week, and you sent a message that cheered me up - we talked, stopped, talked again on various message walls, and it blossomed. Anytime anything happened, you were always here with the right thing to say. There were 2 times when I thought I might have lost contact with you for good, and I freaked out. I didn’t lose you, but each time after, I knew you were a real friend.

You taught me... half of my wiki knowledge or more? How many amazing people were here, things we could do, wikicode, my first-ever and superamazing live chat - all better because of you. Little fun chats and inside jokes, spam fests, 20-message threads of only “meep” or “<3”... I miss that. Back in February or something, we got really excited about how our birthdays were in the same week. Now I’ve been looking forward to your birthday for weeks, in hope that I’ll get to talk to you...the fun, hilarious, happy and weird, definition of a friend.

I’ve missed you - I’m glad you did what you knew was best for your life and mental health (which should ALWAYS come first), but that won’t make me forget you. The Duckies, Celestial, #RantingBuddies, and others won’t be the same.

Happy shadow thoughts, health, blessings, memeyness, unicorn armies to fight exhaustion, and all the good FANDOM feels for your birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR Z THE AMAZING GALAXY GENIUS DEAR HUMANOID RULING OVER

CELESTIAL WHO SAILS AND STEERS ON 110-PASSENGER SHIP OF BIZARRE AQUATIC BIRDS AND SHINES WHEN EVERYTHING IS DARK TO LIGHT UP EVERYTHING AND MAKE PEOPLE HAPPYYYYYYYY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUU

The entire wiki family community wishes the best happiness for your special day. To you, the positive, sweet, amazing you. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me... I’ll never forget any of it. ❤️

Love you, Crescent, the happy shadow, ever proud to watch over celestial and be a part of your galaxy. <3333333 :)