Board Thread:Clubs/@comment-43432691-20191126194337/@comment-43771935-20200109062045

i ned to talk

I was on ytube and i saw this video on something called aphantasia.

It said to picture an apple in your mind, change its color, and spin it 360 degrees. Then it asks on a cale of 0-10 how well do you see it.

i said 1, its really not even there, i can picture it but i cant see it.

the video went on to say that most people describe that apple as "really clear". It said that aphantasia was when your inner eye was blind and you couldn't imagine images. I am 60% sure I have aphantasia as I can see the apple but the image isn't recieved by my eyes so I don't really see it and my brain is awful at creating images, nonetheless moving pictures, so what i "see" is an opal apple, and it isn't there because I don't see it but i also don't simply have descriptions like ive heard people with aphantasia have and this has been bugging me forever so: do you think I have aphantasia or do you have aphantasia and can you describe it

i need to know its making me crazy