Thread:MagicDaydreamer/@comment-44044902-20191114015242/@comment-44413161-20191114224443

(this is me - i made this account for important stuffs so i can give notifications without reading my old messages)

Hey!

I understand...about not posting raw feelings online. It leaves you vulnerable and empty and anyone can see it.

Even if we've never actually met, we do kinda know each other from the conversations we've had. and...that means a lot... offline, I struggle a lot with feeling like "enough of a friend" to my irl friends, which sounds odd, but I always wish I could be a better friend or feel like I'm doing something wrong.

Life is stressful, and feeling like you're drowning is part of being human. and being human sucks sometimes.

but DO NOT give up.

I won't - can't - tell you "everything will be fine", because "staying positive" is SO MUCH easier said than done, and it's. so. frustrating. to. hear. those. words. over. and. over.

I don't have an answer, but the thing that keeps me going sometimes is this: if you give up now, how will you ever hope to see the point where things finally stop crashing and you can slowly find your way out?

Life sucks, but there are things to live for. There are things that will gradually get better, even if it's impossible to wake up and have every problem gone.

It's okay to cry, to scream, to wonder why the heck things have come to this, and it's absolutely okay to ask for help. In fact, you should. because good things can be found where you're least expecting them.

I give terrible advice, but your rant is definitely not "not-important", because you're important, and even though we just met last month, it feels like I've known you forever. You're an amazing friend, and you're so easy to talk to. Thank you for so much for everything.

stay strong, fantabulouse friend <3

your feelings are valid, and so are you.

(is there a way we could message more privately? do you have wattpad or a spare email?)