Board Thread:Short Stories and Fanfictions/@comment-39768501-20191027184830/@comment-43796968-20191113205256

nevermind im just not....in the mood.

Have you ever felt like you make things worse just by being around? Like everyone hates you? Like your always alone and there is nobody on your side? Thats how i feel right now. My best friend and i got into a huge fight and ever since then i have felt broken and alone. She told me that i was hopeless and that nobody liked me and that i was a pain in the butt. She said that in the 8 years that we have been friends she has been pretending and she isnt my friend at all. She said that the only reason she preteaded was because i had no friends and because i was a freak. She said that i was dumb and that there was no point in my existance. We got into this fight because she was dating a girl earlier this year and so she turned out to be lesbian and oi asked her if she was dating this girl and she said no and that if she was then she would tell me but she didnt. I found out that she really did date that girl and she really is lesbian and she never told me about it. I was upset becasue best friends are supposed to tell each other everything but she tells me NOTHING! and so yea. I wrote a note to her saying that i was sorry that i over reacted and that i didnt understand why she didnt tell me before and guess what she did whith it?! SHE POSTED IT ON HER SNAPCHAT STORY!!!! so now im all alone and i feel so useless and hopeless. I feel like it was an accedent that i came into this world. I feel like i wish i was never born and never existed. I feel so alone without her. we did EVERYthing together and now i have nothing. I am nothing.