Thread:MagicDaydreamer/@comment-36159073-20191003045209/@comment-36159073-20191008045348

just going to use the same placeholder placeholderplaceholderplaceholder btw the secret message shows up in the recent activity if there's less than 2 lines of text so here's a placeholder if you are a stalker KEEP OUT placeholder totally normal message vent today. so i had a panic attack at PE today and it was not fun. It got worse when the person next to me noticed. i was shaking and crying and breathing really hard and my mind was screaming at me and insulting me. i just wanted it to stop. i just wanted everything to stop. more people noticed and i could feel walls closing in even though we were outside. my pe teacher helped me calm down, told me to drink water, and just sit this one out. which i did. but my mind still hates me for doing that. i don't even know if i would call it my mind; it's like this whole other me that wants to push me past the breaking point cuz it knows i won't make it. and it somehow got worse after that. before i came into experimental design (last class after pe) i heard one guy in my class say "she was probably crying because of". i didn't want to hear anything after that. so now i know people are assuming a whole load of reasons of why i was crying. i wish these people would mind their own business unless they actually care. sorry for dumping this onto you eoirjhfadjshbm