User blog:WhisperShade/Update on the depressing blog post I posted in June

I'm glad to say that I am so, so much better than when I typed that sad, depressing, heart-wrenching, (you get the idea) blog post in June (2019). I still see them around sometimes, it's been strange to have known someone so deeply and now, feel like you can't know them at all. I'm still hoping that they haven't given up on themselves and aren't in the state that last found them (they were struggling a lot).

But oh well, I still have you. Yes YOU, the wonderful FANDOM people to count on to cheer me up. And you did!! Yay!! I appreciate every prayer, concern, encouraging stories, and words that meant a lot to me. So THANK YOU!!! You deserve to be a purple penguin.

I would like to share that this experience in general has brought me so much closer to God and other people. As a result of this, I've rebuilt some other relationships with some friends and family and feel so peaceful and joyful. I hope they can feel that way too.

Some small part of me hopes that maybe, maybe, I could rebuild that friendship again in the future, but I'm happier now even without it. Looking back, I was a mess already, with 4 years of mental struggles, and a desperate need for a true friend, I clung to that relationship and it wasn't healthy. So who knows? Maybe I could be friends again with a new stable conscious and a healthier mindset. But for now, I'm content and happy so I think I'm gonna try and stay that way.

-Whisper