Board Thread:Clubs/@comment-43432691-20200123212151/@comment-44388851-20200128053045

Thamks! And I'm sorry to load all of this on you people who don't really know me but I seriously needed to get it out of my system.

So first of all, sometimes I just feel not wanted .I have exactly two friends,  and one of them is That Guy Who Everyone Falls In Love With and I can't even really hang out with him unless we're alone which SUCKS  because sometimes when it's just us there's no boundaries I can be as affectionate as I want and I actually know who he is but then as soon as we're in public he'd this entirely different person and don't get me wrong he's never unkind to me he's just...not my friend any more. And to make it worse since everyone else has mega crushes on him, and the majority of our social circle is straight, I have exactly ONE girl who is civil to me because everyone else just hates me.

Oh wow I just realized how stupid this is...ha. Just ignore my self absorbed issues.