User blog comment:Diathe13/who did it have to be me?/@comment-38029853-20191022014006

Wow... I'm so sorry..

You'll always belong somewhere. It just takes time to find that place. I've felt like I don't belong before, and it's hard, but eventually it'll get better.

I believe God chose you for a reason. I don't know what that reason is, but it's all apart of his plan, and you just have to keep trusting him. :)

And not being able to read for awhile isn't a bad thing. I'm my opinion, if you look for the bright side in everything, you'll find something good. Maybe you learned patience from this. There are so many wonderful things that can come from bad things if you just look for them.

Being 12 in 6th grade is actually pretty normal where I live.

Wow, that sounds tough. But like I said, there's always something good if you look for it. Your tutor saying you guys are dumb because your homeschooled? Look for something you learned from that. Your dad getting fired? Maybe that was so that he could get a better job. And I get the feeling of feeling like it's all your fault. I get it all the time. It's hard, but deep down you know it isn't. You just have to remind yourself.

Your not being selfish, and I know how you feel. I have a different health thing that constantly needs attention, needles, and is lifelong at least till they come out with a cure. But you just have to learn to live with it and look on the bright side of everything to find the good in it.

As much as I'll miss you, I think you should do what's best for you, and whatever you decide, I'll always support. And I'm always here if you need advice, a hug, someone to talk to, or anything.

Wishing you the best in life,

Stay positive,

Crystal