Thread:LIL'WINDOWCLEANER/@comment-35776050-20190722004442/@comment-35776050-20190724035151

I can't keep doing this anymore. I can't keep pretending everything's okay. Cuz it's not. I'm not okay. I'm falling apart. It's almost midnight, abd I can't sleep. So so many things are on my mind. I find myself venturing towards dangerous territory. My parents are up, but my mom wants to wait till morning to te talk about everything. I keep trying to tell her, but she doesnt understand that i need to get it out now. It's not even things about school. Surex thats probably what started it. But it grew and festered until it manifested into something more. And now i dont know what to do. Wverything i do is shadowed by a cloud of anxiety. Evwrything. I cant even eat without anxiety. There's almost nothing i can do without fear anymore. And that scares me too. I dont know what tk do anymkre. Im frustrated and tired. I just want sleep. But i cabt fall asleep. My thoughts are haunting me. I cant anhmore. I cant