Thread:Indigoober/@comment-39865086-20190816164210

Oh indi this is really really hard. (Sm) My message to indi I don’t know if Erica is easedropping on this (and if she is, sorry) but Indi your my best friend, my first friend, the person I could go to when things got tough, and you will ALYWAYS have a special place in my heart. Let’s go back to the beginning

I’m a girl getting bullied by her old best friends, a girl who cries at home every night, a girl who’s only comfort was to dive into imaginary worlds and not come back. I fell into a state of depression. Then one day I went to the library and (obviously) grabbed the two thickest books on the shelf. One of them was the first book of a different series that I ended up finishing and loving. And one of them was the sixth book of Kotlc. Keeper helped me through such a hard time in my life and I am super grateful to Shannon Messager for that. Anyway soon I randomly looked up Dex Dizznee and found the wiki. Then I found the Dex and FItz page and from there, found wattpad. I mainly used Fandom as information most of the time and I didn’t realize how great everyone was. I began to post a fan fiction in the comments section for a backstory on Dex and Stina. I loved the fan fic and other people loved it too, still I never thought fandom would become the place that it did. I joined roleplays, started signing my posts, and just started going on fandom more. It wasn’t until June that I actually joined the wiki. The first thing I did was create a roleplay page, because I was obssessed with roleplays and Kotlc, and then they were combined I mean. AHHHHHHHHH. So I made a roleplay page and met Anna. Oh dear Whipped Tree. She was very nice and my twin sister on the roleplay. Soon my page died and I decided to make a club. I did. At that time I was in the BRING BACK DEXY petition and I posted the link to my new club through there. You saw, and joined, and the friendship started. We became closer over lc and shared inside jokes that we could laugh about.

Then Erica joined the club. You two were instantly friends, and I, not being very close with Erica, felt left out. I really missed our live chats just us but now Erica was always there and it was safe to say, we had a mutual disliking of eachother. We didn’t actually become friends until you took your break/vacation/whatever it was. When you came back, I knew you felt a little bit left out, but I didn’t know what to talk about with you anymore. You weren’t gone for that long but we hadn’t really talked in forever and we had to make new memories of we wanted to patch up the friendship. We did. And I’m going to miss you so so so so so so so much because you are my best friend indi, I hope I helped you in some way the way you helped me.

So even if this is goodbye for now, it’s not goodbye forever

From the person who is forever grateful for you,

Shannon 