Board Thread:Clubs/@comment-43432691-20191126194337/@comment-174.6.16.240-20200102081510

Ugh so I am going to rant just because I need to talk to people about the past month-ish. I just feel so useless, like I ruin everything. My parents are constantly getting me in trouble, for things that aren’t even my fault. I mean, sure, I’ll forget to study, do the dishes, and that kind of stuff, every once in a while, but my parents are pressuring me about a lot of other things as well, like lecturing me about bad posture, pressuring me to hang out with my friends, getting me in trouble for forgetting to hand in assignments on google classroom, how much time I spend reading, or on my phone.

I just feel like I can’t do anything right. And to make matters worse, there are so many secrets I have to keep from my family, like my sexuality, and it just sucks.

Sometimes I’ll get so stressed I can’t breath, and my phobia of the dark is getting worse, and keeping me up until at least 11 o’clock every night, so I’m tired all the time, but I somehow still have to find the energy to smile and pretend everything is fine. It’s so exaughsting.

-Chloe