Thread:72.205.23.158/@comment-173.72.133.129-20191211044312/@comment-72.205.23.158-20191213221120

((I mean if there WAS room... XD never mind lol))

I'm sorry Katniss I didn't mean to hurt you... It just hurt me to see you upset and... I'm really sorry I haven't told her other stuff just that because... idk it seemed really bad if you were saying Swan Song... honestly it's a little bit harsh that you expect me to hear u say 'swan song' which is code for 'i'm done' 'i'm giving up' 'it's over' type of thing and then make me wait literally an HOUR before you responded and NOT expect me to freak out just a lil? I'm really sorry I don't want this to mess up your trust in me Naomi I won't tell her anything else honestly I don't usually tell her stuff. I'm sorry I didn't mean to be harsh.. or selfish your right I'm just being stupid... I honestly have no reason to be jealous I get it I'm really sorry for... everything that was pretty selfish.. I'm really sorry... How did I feel ignored? You're right... I had absolutely no reason to feel ingnored... I'm just causing myself to fade like I said by the way I'm reacting to things so I'm really really really sorry I'm just being selfish... I'm sorry... I should have thought of it from your pov... Seriously Naomi I'm sorry please don't hate me... I didn't realize that many people were concerned and I was trying not to cry but... idk Nick was talking to me the whole time and I wanted to talk to you because... I was scared... but... it's okie.. 'Literally I've lost so many friends just for you'. Why? Why are you saying I'm the best friend ever if I'm causing you so much pain??? 'You probably haven't even payed attention' No, I've payed too much attention. So much that when you don't pay attention to me that it hurts me and you know what? You're right That's pretty stupid and selfish I'm really really really sorry for being such a jerk and a butt kid... Why were so many people concerned? I'm sorry if I'm hurting you I really am Naomi... please don't hate me I'm starting to realize how much I'm probably making your  life worse... I'm so so so sorry... I've kinda been overreacting these last few days.. especiallly Wednesday night and Ik I wanted to talk to you and I was kinda panicking then like a LOT and that's kinda the reason I kept trying not to cry and shrugging it off but really that was stupid Naomi I really am sorry really I am... 'Also this may be the worst time but another person has a crush on you. 2 secret admirers. XD just so you know.)' Nick Tomlinson? XD If so, ik. I spent the whole afternoon texting him and Aidan... lol... *sigh* Naomi I'm so blind I didn't realize I was hurting u so much i'm so sorry I honestly haven't been having pain - problems with Ethan lately and honestly... this is stupid but I've been pretty distracted by all... this.. so I didn't really hav etime for THAT pain... but seriously I am so sorry... Yeah I do. I literally always react in the freaking worse way possible. Just look at the way I've been messing things up these last few days!  I'm such a jerk face I'm sorry... I'll try to... think things through a lil.. or, ig, a LOT more.. I'm always here for you. Always. You knwo this right? I shouldn't have to tell you XD I'm sorry if I ruined your relationships for other people... ig maybe I didn't realize because I've still been talking with them? Naomi, Im sorry for makjing u lose friends, for being selfish, and for telling Cass about how I thought u were gonna  die and I'm sorry for letting E hurt me and I'm sorry for... everything... Just plz don't call me the best friend in the world cause  I'm clearly the worst... I'm sorry for everything... please don't hate me... I need to go finsih school and stuff but  I wove u so much Nomi <3333... I'm sorry for being such a jerk honestliy u were doing nothing wrong at all im such an idiot for being so stupid... It's just... I thought u spent time with me because it made.. you happy... not because it made me happy? and I thought spending so much time with u... was making u happy?

-Black Panther