Thread:72.205.23.158/@comment-173.72.133.129-20191211044312/@comment-173.72.133.129-20191213205605

((How would u have been able to?? There's no room? XD))

Oh... hmm.... I read this earlier and didn't respond... honestly idek how to respond to this? You... lost the email with Cassie. Mk. Of course I can't hate you I love you but... that just... I trusted you alot... and you went off and told her... well you said u didn't actually tell her anything specifically, so thanks... but the one thing... or was this even just this one time??? *breath* gotta suck it in like Tori... ok.. I'm not mad... that just... makes it hard... I trust you alot.. I mean don't get me wrong, Cass was really nice, and she helps you with things... and if telling her stuff makes you feel better, then... fine. Cass helps you alot so.. whatever. Then "why does it feel like you've been ignoring me since Jocelyn came?" Wow... this may seem harsh, but honestly.. that's a little selfish Anna.I barely ever get to see my cousin ever. And for once me and her are actually becoming close. Me and her use to resent each other but as of recently it finally feels like we are really close like best friends... it's amazing... but... this one time, the one time a year she does visit... you get upset...how did you feel ignored???? I asked you constantly what was wrong because you were clearly making it obvious something was wron but Every. Single. Time. You shoved it away. So I don't get how me asking and you shoving it aside makes you feel ignored?? And on Wednesday you acted like you were on the verge of tears the whole time... you didn't even want to play games or goof off with us or get cookies... Black panther seriously you can't let things hurt you like this and take away the light. And I know you do t realize this but you clinging onto what hurts you also hurts those around you. Your sisters are concerned (or they were when I talked to them), Seth and Bobbie are concerned (they give me weird looks with you), and it's hurting me too (to see you upset), even my MOM is concerned!!! And Chris was too!? Remember on wendesday he kept asking???? See all the people that care for you? Anna... you know what my mom said? I told you she said things were draining my life. She was talking about us. She says it's amazing and all that we're friends and we're loyal but that it's turned into a "I want ur attention 24/7, help me, love me, I want you to orbit around me/my life". Anna I don't orbit around you. My life is crazy and busy and you have to understand that. And even still you seem jelous for my attention... do you realize how much attention I've given you???? Literally I've lost so many friends just for you. Ive become distant from so many amazing girls just so you could have the time you wanted. At church? Do i hang out with the whole girl squad or do i take time and go talk with you? On email? When i can email is my inbox full of emails just from you or have i emailed all the others too? You probably haven't even payed attention... I'm here for you always, but we can't let this become toxic like how people make it out to be. Because that's not how best friends are. I'm still here for you and love you, please don't take this harshly. I want the best for you, that's part of why I don't like your thing with Ethan. You crush is hurting you Anna, you just have to let it go. I hate seeing this crush's negative effect on you... (Also this may be the worst time but another person has a crush on you. 2 secret admirers. XD just so you know.) I still don't get it though.. you think it's how you react to things that hurts you? Maybe don't react and take a little bit to try seeing things from other perspectives instead of just your own. Try to think of what all really happened and how you really feel instead of leaving things a blur. Seek God and give it time. You can do it, you can do lots, you just really have to want to. I gtg rn or I'll get whooped, I love you so much