User blog:Stars1 night/Hello again

I hate making these posts but I just went and saw all the messages that where left on my last one and thought you all deserved a update

So first off I have dropped in being active around here and I'm so sorry for that I do try to come on once a day or two and check my messages see if anyone wants to talk etc I'm hoping I will be back on alot more one day

Now some of the reasons I haven't been on all the time is because I have been spending alot of time hanging out with my only friend irl and focus more on that and laughing more I have also been busy on wattpad judging a bit at night or on discord so yeah

A ashes update so this is for thoughts that know who I'm talking about so the thing is a found out more info about what happened but haven't talked to him yet since I haven't had the nerve and I found out I have some emotional trauma so it gives me anxiety or panic attacks if I try to go to talk to him or if I think I see him it got pretty bad the one time I thought I saw him that my friend was about to sit me down on a nearby bench make me calm down so it's a slow process of trying to see if I will and if my friend will let me either

But on a upside with all the time lately I have had with my friend I have been happier laughing even went and played in the snow when it snowed last month got to whitewash him and also I'm feeling a bit better now truly so I guess thank you for reading I hope to talk to you all soon I'll see if I can be on a bit more if not I'm on discord

Star#9693? I think if not I'm Star-Chan on the kotlc discord

Stars1_Night on wattpad

And yep love you all <3