Thread:MagicDaydreamer/@comment-43337021-20191101155500/@comment-38091275-20191101175514

Hey! Support is something everyone needs. And I hate feeling like a nobody and no one deserves to feel that way, because it isn't true. Secret message in the middle of this line........ (This summer, I had a surgery that felt like the worst thing that had ever happened to me - i was constantly in pain, angry at everyone, my mom fussed over me and didn't let me do anything, and I missed a school trip to Canada that all my friends went on without me and after they came back, they acted like I didn't exist. we've made up now, but there were weeks where I spent hours crying. But the feelings of worthlessness? they're all in your head. I promise.) I hate when people tell me to stay positive (or have a better attitude, urgh, my parents say that too much) too, because it's so hard to do and if everything feels like it's slowly falling apart, how is staying positive going to be the answer to everything? You're doing the best you can and that should be enough. I really enjoy talking to you. You were scared of us (I used to be really intimidated by Eva and Catherine because they were super legendary professional adminy people XD)? I never thought of myself as scary, but I get scared around new people a lot too... btw, I owe you an apology - I hesitated to talk to you at first, because you were on the same side of a debate as users I'd had a huge arguing history with - but unlike them, you were always really kind and now I consider you one of my best wiki friends. You're such a kind, awesome, caring, fun(ny) and just super cool friend!!

-Cress